hokai....i'm feelin much much much much better...yea....after havin a talk to her yesterday at bk i feel my head seems lighter...i'm able to talk much more...yea....love this feelin..hope tat was all a thing of the past...yea..i was rite all along..it was self-conflict...like a civil war...err..hahah...did i geddit rite there?well wat the hey....i'm back and im in business