heyy....a brand new week and i hope no brand new problems....today's plan would be visit the gym once more..yea....its gonna be gym gym gym gym gym gym gym....nuthin else...since she is workin...fuck man....her boss is fuckin outta her mind let her work one whole week without leave last week and this week only one day off which she intends to work due to the double pay she will recieve by doin so...i dunno should i be happy for her or sad for myself..well..lets keep it discreet...yesterday night after her work went to meet her in the bus....my intention was to talk to her regardin about a problem...but when i stepped into the bus went up the staircase and saw her face i shivered...i was nervous...and especially when i saw her smile once more somethin told me everythings gonna be alright...so i didn't talk to her regardin bout the problem....then when i came back...i realised that she behaved in a way nuthin happened...i was puzzled myself too.....then i t strucked me...what if all along it was self-conflict...a conflict that i made up of my own and a conflict i had with me and myself.....maybe i'm the one that inflicted that conflict and wanted her to be involved.....


that's the thing now....i jus dunnoe what's goin on...well...hope things doesn't get any worst because i was over the moon when i got to see her again yesterday nite...all the stress and problems were forgotten...its like i was in a world of my own with her....it was heavenly...