guess eug is rite...i'm kinda emo...so wat fuck...who fuckin cares rite...i can be emo i can be crazziee i can be sad i can be sadistic i can be fucked up and nobody cares....they noe but they dun fuckin care...

i jus realised how long it has been since she said this thing to me....yea...when i asked her last night to say it she didn't understand...but nevermind...i shall ask her again today....really hope we will meet up...her job i think is takin its toll on her...i always ask her to quit but she refused cause of dunnoe wat particular reasons...dun wanna noe about it...i too dun fuckin care anymore cause she dun seem to fuckin care how i feel...if she didnt know why i didnt talk to her about the thing that day in the bus...the reason was because i missed her smile her laughter...the way she talked to me...and i didn't want that to go away that night and was afraid if i talked to her abt tat thing she might not smile again that night...and i dun wan that to happen....it makes me really happy to know tat i could make her smile and laugh once more..but is that jus to cover up all her sadness?please...talk to me about all this stuff...we really need to



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