hey hey hey....*yawn*for the first time in 6 weeks i woke up early on a saturday mornin....gosh..somethin is cleary wrong wif me...haha...well...today goonna be tiring day again cause me gonna play soccer..yeaa...like i said soccer is my life...well...abt yesterday's post...it kept me thinkin especially after talkin to dinah who seems to be a great person to talk to nowadays...strangely...hee...err..i dunnoe...everyone or should i say nearly every gerl that i approached askin them what should i do abt it all of em would say "don't waste ure time la haikal,there a lotsa better gals out there"..ya i noe...but i need to clear my doubts first....its not really that easy to forget someone whom u love soo much ya noe...but fer now i dunnoe what my feelings are towards her...its so fuckin confusing...meabe i shuld just close my eyes wheneva she's ard...well..dinah...since you were askin wat kinda gerl i lioke...well this is it...my gerl don't have to be the prettiest gerl in the world or i know of but as long as she can make me happy and never fails to make the butterflies in my stomach go craziie...she's the one...other teeny weeny not so important things are...she has to have a great smilee..hee...crazy abt girls wif super meltin smiles that can make my knees woobly..then also she gotta be tanned...yupp..i jus realised almost all of my gfs are tanned..hee...kewl...i think laa...dunnoe...she gotta be open-minded..thats the problem wif her...damn...can be talked to easily..comfortable to be ard wif...well so far none have been close to this...so i hope anione hu thinks they can match these criteria please come to me...lolx...wadda fuck...kidding...well thats the lists basically..

well i jus hope i dunt see her today while playin soccer again..chiao