hey hey hey.....gosh...damn pooped today...well kinda had funn playin in the rain...help me forget abt all my troubles and stuff...it helps you know...played soccer and then rounders...but still...it didnt entirely made my troubles vanish...*poof*..nope...it was still lingering in my mind..no matter how hard i try..i cant make it disappear..feel like im going through a mental breakdown or sum shit...but nahh...i dun think soo..im strong...but to be safe...*hope i dun be like kuok en*...nooooo...that'll be the day i die...its not worth living life as kuok en...no way jose...today morning slept at 5....had a super deep sleep and it seemed a lifetime..i kept on wakin up every ten minutes thinkin it was time to go to school...strange...i'm in disarray...and as for u dinah..its not that ure wat a fren but the thing is u got brad and im sure time will be spent more with him and u will be concern abt him more...i dun wanna be selfish..its just not right..all of u guys have a wonderful life to lead...i have my fucking curfews this that...its like im living behind bars...dinah...thanks niwaes for listenin to me eyy...made me abit better..but not much...still in sluggish mode..cant shift my gears..maybe im just too exhausted...maybe...listenin to all of the occurance around me made my heart sank...got about knowin a few things yesterday..so far nothin today..thank god...did not talk much today also...rainy...what a weather to spent the whole day...droopy...can't wait fer school to end so i could get myself away from this fuckin school...which is totally dip shit...the most fucked up school i ever been in...then its a whole new life fer me...for now...just gotta bare with it....chiao adios