hey hey hey....TIRED....everyday xia i tired...niwaes it coz keep on playin soccer...pulled my thigh muscle...goddamn...tomor still gonna play again...that makes it err..4 or 3 days in a row..woo...soccer is my life...oh yea...guys...i'm back to my ol' me ledi...so thanks fer ure concern kayy?didnt noe i had great bunch of frens till now...love ya'll...u guys made me realize not to give up hope to easily..there is still lotsa stuff to pursue in life...gonna enjoy it all out..after school on the way to ego's house met up with her at the busstop...missed her mann..so we talked while waitin fer bus..said she gonna go int to pay her bills..at ego's house tot of askin her go makan but was too late..she alreadi at home..arse...blew it...then we proceeded to mac..makan then go play soccer at the same ol' place...lotsa people...18 to be precise...haha...after playin..saw her again..from tuition...she didnt tie her hair at she was DAMN jio...ARGHH!!!she made my heart flutter...just dunnoe whyy...called her immediately...hee...everytime when i see her i kept rememberin bout her...i tried forgettin abt her but it's too damn fuckin difficult..every time i see er..everytime it made me think abt our past...sweet memories..dunnoe why she had to let go..twice...she's one hella difficult babe to handle cause she is very reluctant to open up..that's the main reason whyy we couldnt make things work...but im still very certain that we could make things work out if we were closer..and the path is not closed yet...cause she's the one i think..i dunnoe...sometimes i think that im a fuckin fickle minded guyy...but im not to sure abt that..cause when i love someone i really love her...and i wont let go of her no matter wat happens..thats the case between me and her..its been abt 3 months since we broke up and till now i still am very hopeful that we will get together again..maybe not now cause she kinda stressed up with her exams..i dunnoe...just hope we DO get back together cause i wanna spent my life with her...i really wanna...honest...hope ya readin this..byee!mmuakkx