this time all i want is you

as surreal as the dream was. when i woke up from it. it felt really real. but at the back of my mind i knew it wasnt. who's this girl i dreamt of. she felt so...comfortable. i know i did.and i knew she did. there was no romance in it but a lot of chemistry and comfortness we find in each other. the thing ive been desiring.

will i ever meet her?

or is it surreal.nothing but a dream.maybe ive met her before. only im to ignorant to notice.

only time will tell.

finally ive written a decent song and im finding means to post it up somewhere.just to let people hear.ive decided to challenge myself. to get 10 songs done with everything in it. not only just lyrics ang a riff but everything that will add depth to it.after which if my ambitions come true which is to go somewhere across the world or maybe not necessarily be so and get an album out of it. i shall be my own sound engineer and producer. i shall start a recording label. i know it is so far fetched. but when ambitions are concerned sky's the limit but i know people will know the higher you climb the harder you will fall and you have to be realistic in it. but i always believe the harder you fall the stronger you will be. the stronger you are the wiser you are.

where are you?

time goes by so slowly
since you're gone
time walks by so dearly
im up so early
where are you
where are you
time tides by so slowly
when im so lonely
time wont stop for me
no it won't
where are you
where are you
lost in this truth
caught in this hallucination
or am i
or am i
where are you
where are you
not opening my eyes
got lost in disguise
said you wouldn't go
said you take me away
but not that you've left
emtiness all that's left
when will this charade be over?
where are you
where are you
where are you
where are you
not opening my eyes
got lost in disguise
said you wouldn't go
said you take me away
where are you
where are you