nobody leads at all

rain has been the only obstacle from letting me doing my daily routines. fuck.

been raining relentlessly these few days and kinda creates that emotional feeling.yeah.cant help it. im pretty sure rain makes you feel like that as well.DONT DENY IT.haha.

well surely you will feel like it if you listen to dashboard confessional songs. man oh man.. sigh.haha.

things been going on well. mom's birthday coming soon and so is my birthday.woo..
hahaha.this february. on the 14th will be jenny's birthday. 17th will by my brother's birthday. on the 23rd will be alfrey's birthday and last but not least on the 25th!!! WILL BE MINE.rah.. it feels damn fast. one year has just passed me by. but at least i think ive been a good child and done something that benefits me which is going to SAE..hurhur. it almost felt like yesterday when i celebrated my birthday at fort canning where i was being ambushed by my buddies.haha.really. its as if the bruises are still fresh on my skin. hmm. maybe i just got a very good memory thats all.hahaha.

finally im seeing somebody. heh.


hahaha. but never have i imagined myself seeing a girl such as her. first and foremost she's not local and her english is kinda atrocious.hahaha. but really ah. but she's an awfully nice girl that what's important most. was really glad my blood could accept her because if they couldnt im pretty sure the society will condemn her. sigh. thats called discrimination. yes. it still exists in this modern world. sad right but we cant do anything about it. well there's one thing that enlightened me and it was what tino said to me. a person is a person irregardless of the person's profession. if only everyone had the same mentality as him.

but im never gonna run away from the truth. where she works and where she's from. cause a person is a person irregardless of their backgrounds.