silence killed me?

hey, its been uber long since i last posted here.well all thanks to my laptop.its gone now.but i have a wonderful desktop now!!wee.heh.ahhhh.been really tiring these few days.not been having enough of sleep and my mind's kinda fucked up right now.shall i say confused.ohwells not really in the greatest of moods to post long today.

my latest piece.not really complete.taking my time thats all

"What you mean to me"

this silence is always pinning
but you always seemed to let me free
anuish of the way you seem to have you're way.
tarnished by all of my friends
but i carried on nonetheless

take a deep breath
this song's meant for you and i
wait, the air is dead
wind isn't right
why am i in this charade?

always seems that you've been gone
it doesn't matter if im wrong.
when will we ever lay together
looking up high
touching the sky
where are you
i need you
what you mean to me
you're never here