you're calling too late

best deceptions.oh what a wonderful song that is.always makes me want to cry when hearing that song.

"dont you see dont you seee that the charade is over.And all the best deceptions and the clever cover stories awards go to you! So kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that i let you"

wonderful lyrics.if only i was like him.

ahh.been a slow day today due to overwhelming workload.stayed overnight at school last night and gonna stay again tonight.wish me luck.

slowslowslow.kinda cranky now cause im stuck here all alone.bah.need to go to hafiz's house for mok's birthday buuuuut no one wants to go with me.cheers.ive got no where to go with anyone.need to go hmv buuut no one wants to tag along.cheers.

how wonderful aye?

haha.i need foood.

this house always seems so empty.i need to go out and catch some fresh air.but it seems emptier out there.emptier then its suppose to be.so where do i go now?schoool i guess.thats where i feel less empty.workworkwork.

everyone seems to have their own things to do or rather have someone else to do stuff with.you know like having meals,movies,shopping etc.

I want thaat tooooo.kamal's busy with work.hafiz's away.the rest don't needless to say.to think of it,ive been doing all thaat alone for quite some time now.hmm.haha.doesnt feel thaat bad.not until today that is.been havin lunch,dinner,supper ,shopping and whatever not all by myself.but other than that everythings been perfectly fine.how things are going,buuut not my social circle.i use to be sooo gooood at this.friends in general have never been a problem.i use to have abundant of them.dont get me wrong.abundant doesnt mean useless.but now.looking around.there seems noone around me no more.and i dont really like that.azleen been missing together with nas.god knows what they're doing now.the tp people i dont blame them.it wont be a problem tho if i have a close friend right now.someone whom usually have time to spend with me.so it would preferably a female(: i dont know.i just enjoy my time abit more with girls then guys.but it never is a dull moment having a dayout with the guys.but girls?thats a bonus.haha.yeah back to the topic.unlike kamal whose a close friend of mine,he's been really busy with workworkwork.not that i blame him but likee not fair!hahaha.i dont know what to say for that la.hhaa.

you know what my conclusion is i need to eat.haha.

have yet to eat anything till now.

can someone just come up to me and give me a good hug?i seriously neeed one.