i dunnoe what should i do seyy....caught in between two minds...i'm afraid of any decisions dat i hav to make about this....it is all full of what ifs and fear of regrets..need to talk to her...badly...but this time round i need her to really conversate with me...i dun wan dunnoes and single word reply....if not i will never really noe what's happenning...yea..i admit i made a harsh decision and everything happenned just to fast...

but it all succumbed to because of the anxiety and unsureness of what's goin on..seriously...i really thought she had enuf of me...done with it and wanna leave me there...that was partly the factor of my decision....but i was wrong..dammit...why are things so unclear now.... i wanna talk to her but dunnoe what should i say first and how...i also dunnoe if i should meet you to talk cause the way she talked the last time we met,it was heartbreaking...it seemed like she didn't care....



this is all my thoughts and whoever thinks that im discriminating people well thats your problem...