ehh first and for most...how the fuck am i suppose to get my fuckin facts rite when u dun say a fuckin thing....ehh...its not that i wanna be this way...but i can't seem to get any info from u...i still remember the time when i ask u anything u said dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe...how the hell im suppose to work on that????if it was maybe or think so den its a diff story...ehh...i've got nothin against your fren laa ok...ehh...u think im dat kind of person hu discriminate people and lovin it...you think i enjoy it...u wanna noe something...this is the only place where i can vent all my anger and let my feelings out...u wanna noe how hard it was to for me to tell myself to calm down...i was left in the dark for way too long...


i didn't say i wann u to break up your relationship with your fren...i jus wan u to treat me rite...if u can juggle your frens with me last time why can't you do the same with her...i didn't even say that i dun wan u to talk to her...ehh perna tak i say to stop chatting with her when i talk to you...no rite...perna tak i jus hang up on u...never kann...i still remember sia u the time u say we could last long...wateva happenned to that...everyday i tell myself when there's a will there's a way...


you noe...all my friends...i mean all whom i spoke to ask me to either break up with u or ask u to stop talkin to her...i told em...i'm not selfish sia...to her i'm nothin...i dun wanna be person who chooses who my girlfriend makes friend with....but if only she treats me rite...i'm nt askin much rite...jus make me feel wanted....u can chat with her all nite...i'm fine with it... i can talk to you before that or when she has to do opening...i've tried all methods to not let you go but u seem reluctant and pessimistic...


u noe how sad it is or not??to let go jus like this....i never meant to say all thos words about your friend or you...but i can't help it anymore...my heart is beyond repair sia...




sorry if i've wasted 4 months of your life....its 4 months that'll you will never get back..and also for all the money you've spent on me..on stuff u bought,hp bills etc....sorry if i've said things that aren't supposed to be said about you and your friends...wished u understand how i feel rite now...jus pretend i was never here and never was in your life k?...i dun wanna history to repeat itself...pieces of trash like me shouldn't have interfered with your life...maybe i dun deserve to be any where near you....well i won't interfere with your life anymore....thanks for everything...