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well got a respond from her yesterday...said she was sorry...well miss....sorry dun solve nuthin....i can accept your apology but only if u do something about this....this fuckin thing cannot be left unnoticed...was feelin so fucked up yesterday....she still insist that tat butch is a friend...ya..ok....now lemme ask u guys....do u get excited when u see ure friend??do u from plaza sing walk all the way to orchard building jus to go pee...in the mean time get to see your friend...jus see only u noe...and say hi...do u guys do tat???i noe i dun...not if i like that person more than a friend...and err...do u wait for your friend for 2 hours to go online in the wee hours of the night??chat until 7am??maybe some of u do dat...not me..not even to ma gurl....do u chat to ure friend online on net tat u dun bother to talk to the other person on the fon who called her earlier on....leave that person like some fool...everytime when he or she says something u go...err wat?err ahh?.....


imagine all that and put me n her in the picture....think how fucked up can u feel....at first i tot i was jus over reacting budden her fren got pissed also talkin to her when she was chattin with tat "gerl" online....i've been as patient as i can for the past month...i never scold her or say anything cause i'm not that kind of person...i jus kept quite..but i guess keepin quite is not working...you dun even hav a fucking clue....well now lemme tell u...i hate the way u talk to her,look at her,your reaction when she sees her....but maybe in other words im jealous...and there you will go jealous of what...she's my fren....ya la...but the way u treat her and me is FUCKING DIFFERENT...ITS LIKE WE GOT EXCHANGED TREATMENT...i got hers and she got mine....u get what i mean....she's being treated like your bf and i get treated like some piece of trash...why sia u...dun tell me u dun noe this....now u dun even bother to give me a fuckin call or msg....not even say a fuckin hello or goodnight...u act as if i'm outta your life...

i still fuckin remember the card you send me on my birthday....it was the sweetest card i ever recieved and i jus read em yesterday night...now i'm beginning to feel it was crap...but maybe im wrong.for now i dun think so....if u think guys are all bastards well u ARE FUCKIN wrong...i'm not like em...i dun go around askin gerl number...if i dun cherish our relationship,we would go our separate ways a very looonnnggg time ago....don't you feel tat it will be wasted after our great friendship tat we had for almost 3 fuckin years...tats the longest time i ever known a gerl and then goin into a relationship wif her....i dun wanna let go tat easily but your not makin this easy...maybe its time for u to make sacrifices for us...but if its not worth it to u den jus tell me straight at my fuckin face...i dun wanna suffer all this shit for no cause...now this butch u jus noe for a few weeks and your treating her as if u knew her for 10 years...and me???jus a spectator....u dun even care if i dun fuckin call or fucking msg...and not even wait for my call but that butch...u wait for her to go online until you fall asleep...aww...how sweet....and now?you're even goin out with her...time and time again i told you to ask your friends follow..u say for wat...ehh....she's butch sia u...she has a mentality of a guy...so wat if u say she's shy...i'm shy too but any thing can happen..u jus noe her for a few weeks and u say she's great blah blah blah...i never not even once hear u say tat about me?am i tat bad....fuckk...ehh..if that gerl is fucking straight person i dun give damn sia...u wanna kiss,hold hands,share food,send her home? i dun care...cause she's straight..but now that fuckin butch is not sia....she's not straight...gerls attracts her...and u?u jus played along...u dun even tell her that you hav me....FUCK FUCK FUCK....jus tell her tat....dun fuckin tell me tat u dun wanna hurt her...what about me???if u dun tell her tat she still have a light of hope to be with you....its u who's givin her hope...come on sia u..please stop all this..i can't take this anymore...