something's missing...i dunnoe wat....could be anythin.....went out to cut my hair jus now...yea...alone...cut it short....had second thoughts about it tho before cuttin...


now damned bored...online...no one to talk to...think that's what've been missing...


misery sia....i shall not use the word f today....

no matter what i do i can't stop thinkin of how things was way back....how we were in class...jokin...teasing each other...

then we started talkin on the fon....everynight...we were both bored so we entertained each other...had endless conversation...that's why i jus can't take it about what happenned recently...

i was the one she talked to...always...for close to 5 months maybe more....she was my bestest of all best friends....really...now i've lost my best friend....lost someone to hold onto...to talk to..to spend time to...


but nvm...i dun wan your pityness....pityness can be more hurtful....you changed my life..for the better...wanna thank her for that...stilll lovin you...chiao



well nurul...no fs in this entry...