26 September 2005

shiggy shiggy shwuaaa...

i'm shagged..four days gone awol from home.haha.

not really awol la..

but this is the longest time i've spent away from home with my friends only..and tell you what..it was a hell of a wonderful time.

the last night was the most happening to me.

well lazy wanna go in detail of what happen down there but all i can say its fun

apek,ahpek,kamal,me,usop,farhan...the gang..hhaha..

kecoh

hmmm...

i think i'm gonna sleeeppp...zzzz...byeee

shiggy shiggy shwuaaa...

i'm shagged..four days gone awol from home.haha.

not really awol la..

but this is the longest time i've spent away from home with my friends only..and tell you what..it was a hell of a wonderful time.

the last night was the most happening to me.

well lazy wanna go in detail of what happen down there but all i can say its fun

apek,ahpek,kamal,me,usop,farhan...the gang..hhaha..

kecoh

hmmm...

i think i'm gonna sleeeppp...zzzz...byeee

21 September 2005

rahh.. new skin!!


yay!

thanks nadia!!

hurhur

gerekkk...da lame nak tuka gue punye skin tapi malas.

well anyways.

life has been bored recently.

not that im complaining but it just has been really dull

nothin happens

boringg

go 506 chill do shit

nothin

kaput

need more zest in my life!

need more energy!

need something to happen

such as a pretty gal stripping in front of me!

woo

that will be more than what i want

haha..

hmm..why the hell am i typing and pressing enter all the time..haha..fucking hell

there i go again

haha..

my results will be out on saturday..goddamit..fuckin supp paper here i cum on your face..haha..

cb..feel like quitting schooll..really..sick and tired.wanna do what i really love..that is music and soccer..that's where my life has been revolving around..music and soccer..got a very deep passion for both and i was fuckin dumb not to go to either of the course which was music and audio and sports and wellness..godamn..but nvm,heck..gotta live with it..

now i just realised something..i need girls!!haha..life has taken a downturn eversince i said something to sotong..kinda regret it..miss her soo muchh..hope she's not reading this.haha..paiseh..haha..but really..miss her smile..laught..voice..everything..wish i could turn back time and redoit all over again..she's the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions..damn...i miss alot just by not talkin to her..now nights seem long without her smses and calls.woot..

so lovey dovey..haha..i dont wanna fall in love...i have this strong believe that 17 to 21 is the period of time where you enjoy with ur friends all out..but i will never reject love knocking at my door..that will be foolish..so any girls who are in love with me,please approach me.haha.i will take u with arms wide open..haha.. i think..oops..haha..i just condemned myself..well heck..haha..i shall run away and hide..from everyone..lalalala...hmm...that gave me an inspiration for a song..lalaa..cooll..k..bye..shall try to work on that..huahahahhaa...chiao..take care muthafuckers!!!

18 September 2005

halloo..sorry for the disappearance..lazy wanna blog uhh..no mood..go home supah tired then sleep..haha.

nothin much really happen laa..

since now havin holidays..

listening to unintended now by muse..wooo..feeling mann the song..make me wanna fall in love..

but too bad..no girl wants mee...boohoo..haha..

fuck it.

tired of love.

now all i wanna do is enjoy..rahh..

thats all folks

13 September 2005

today's tuesday..hmm..what can i say about tuesday?hmm..nothin much actually..well yesterday was no different then today..only went out to have dinner with kamal and friends..was kinda fun..esp the part when we played indian poker..haha..

kecoh..

alot of things has happened..but fuck i dont care about it..

sooooo...

i wanna wank..bye..haha

10 September 2005

State Of Oblivion/Thrice

Waking with no one at home
She sees me crying all alone
but she does nothin about it
like in a state of oblivion
she sees you

Why can't you see
Why can't I hear
You saying lets make it be thrice oh baby
Why can't i heal
Why can't you say you love me too
So I don't have to be a fool
with you

when was the first time
i got to kiss you
when was the last time you said you love me too
i bet you got no clue
thats why im askin you to make a fool out of you
like in a state of oblivion

why cant you see
why cant i hear
you saying lets make it be thrice oh baby
why cant i heal
why cant you say you love me too
so i dont have to be a fool with you




just finished writing this song..well not really sure whats the title gonna be..and not too sure if this is the completed article..so hang on..state of oblivion..hmm

i'm in a state of confusion..one minute everything was like a fairytale.another minute it becomes a nightmare from elm street.

shit..i've been feeling like shit this past few days..

to sotong..im really really truly deeply sorry for what i've done..i think its better for us to be put on hold and not carry out the way we were cause i dont want things to develop without me wanting it..im not sure if thats the right thing that should happen right now..i dont want u to regret knowing me.what i've done and what u've heard and seen from me.that was really me.i didn't play you out.i was sincere in everything i said..but i kinda rregret of saying it cause because of that i've set myself some hope on u.. i dont want that hope because with hope there comes expectation..with that expectation comes burden..you get what i mean.. i just want us to be what we are right now for the time being..until i've cleared my throat and spit the phlegm out.

you shouldnt apologize..you did nothin wrong..the last 2 months has been the best days of my life..you have been the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions..thanks for giving me what u've given me and im lost for words for how to thank you in action..

think i've fallen in love with this song..the lyrics are beautiful

Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
Before you

08 September 2005

whats the worst thing i could say??things are better if i stay..

i wonder what do they mean by this..hmm

need a bloody time out man!!didn't thought it will be as twisted as this.
just finished writing a song and its about a certain someone.

mann..it feels like shit to be in this kinda situation..why the fuck must i put myself in these kind of things..

mofoasscocksucker..haha..

but..i will not let this get by me and make me lose my character.

i shall lift my ego and fuck everyone..wakakaka..

i shall not let this be a problem..i shall let this be a mission..cabaran ape ar orang putih cakap?haha..

nonono..i shall not be a weak ass muhterfucker anymore..i shall not give in to any of u cocksuckers mann..

its time for u guys to see the rise of the great..

its time for u guys or rather girls to stand up and come to me..not me comin to you..no more of romeo..its more of cassanova..

i hate this..

i hate them

i hate it

i hate err

i hate me

haha

wait

no

i love me

fuck

05 September 2005

walls of hysteria

Take my life
Take my soul
Can’t stand the light beaming thru the rooftop
Close my eyes and I see death
Standing near
Watching me


Show me the way
Or tell me to stay
Oh please tell me this
Or give me a kiss

Don’t see me
Go away
Rip my heart out
Sew it back again
Whatever that means
I mean it right now
Can’t stand the heat from the sun
Dig myself a grave

I can hear my heartbeat racing
In anticipation

Show me the way
Or tell me to stay
Oh please tell me this
Or give me a kiss

I will never be heard of!
After I give my last cough
Death is inevitable
But memories are unforgettable


the newest addition of song...its about death and living..something like that

04 September 2005

well..got nothin to do now so i shall write a new post..actually i'm supposed to study but fuck..lazy..tonight then i will absorb all the necessary info.

hokai..u've missed a lot..haha..all because i never post..lazy laa..well let me recall back the highlights..hmm

finally had our performance at bg..it was nerve wrecking thats for sure..the first concert wasn't as scary as the second one..while waiting for our turn on the second concert..my heart felt like bursting mann..so fuckin nervous..all the people i saw i knew..and it was like woahh..goddamnn..but i held my nerves and it went perfectly fine..pheww..well its all over now..

saw sotong during the interval of 1st and 2nd concert..managed to talk to her for awhile only then had to discuss with shamir of the plans..i was damned tense at that point too..sorry k sotong tak layan u..really really sorry..didnt mean it..

after the that i went to chill with usop..haha..long time never talk to him and it was fun..woo..

on friday the alumni members made their way to pengerang(jb) with sarbene miss elaine and miss florence..we took a bum boat there..the journey was about an hour or so..at the point of arrival,i felt sea sick..fuck..really mann.the waves was like woahh..

then we took a cab to the kampong..called kampong emas something hashim..

the place was really for unwinding..chill place..but florence and elaine thought so otherwise..haha..it was hysterical..there were practically freaking out mann..haha..a small bug on thier leg and they would scream on top of thier lungs..haha..

the place was down to earth..during our leisure time i kamal misran arwin palid apis played the bike..this is my first time riding..at first had trouble starting the bike..after awhile i got the hang of it..it was funn..

after that we made our way to a shop which was like 2.4km away..it was very dark,luckily some of the boys had a torchlight..we sang our way to the place..over there had a drink and made our way back..

after that me sarbene and florence attendend a small meeting by the head of the kampong to discuss about our soccer match.

after the meeting i kamal raf and zul decided to play with the bike around 11 pm..haha..everyone had fun except zul..haha..

he sat on the bike throttle the bike and went straight at high speed and skidded..hahaa..funny mann.

we didnt sleep the whole night..i nasir kamal aka mat sampoerna farhan raf zul aka mat sepit nasir aka eksho and two of the kampong boys stayed up talking crap..haha.eksho..was very fun..

early in the morning we took a van to sungai rengit for our match...we were taken by surprise to see the boys to be of ages between 20 to 30..intimidating..here is how the match went..

we were trailing midway through the first half but hafeez equalised with a briallian taken goal..i then hit the woodwark with a freekick..damn..it was the same thing during the second half only for raf to equalize..

it ran heavily during the second half but was damn shiok..

after the match presented them the hamper and had our lunch at a seafood restaurant..wooo..damn nice..3 tables for 580 rm!!hahah...siao ehh..

hhaa..after eat we went back to kampong pack our bags and made our way to the jetty..

wahlao..the trip back was scarier..it was pouring like hell and the boats sway crazily..i slept to avoid getting sea sick..zul vomitted..haha..blueck...

so that was our adventure..byeeee

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