i'm in a state of confusion..one minute everything was like a fairytale.another minute it becomes a nightmare from elm street.

shit..i've been feeling like shit this past few days..

to sotong..im really really truly deeply sorry for what i've done..i think its better for us to be put on hold and not carry out the way we were cause i dont want things to develop without me wanting it..im not sure if thats the right thing that should happen right now..i dont want u to regret knowing me.what i've done and what u've heard and seen from me.that was really me.i didn't play you out.i was sincere in everything i said..but i kinda rregret of saying it cause because of that i've set myself some hope on u.. i dont want that hope because with hope there comes expectation..with that expectation comes burden..you get what i mean.. i just want us to be what we are right now for the time being..until i've cleared my throat and spit the phlegm out.

you shouldnt apologize..you did nothin wrong..the last 2 months has been the best days of my life..you have been the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions..thanks for giving me what u've given me and im lost for words for how to thank you in action..

think i've fallen in love with this song..the lyrics are beautiful

Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
Before you