Everything's Fucked Up!

ok change font for today.Fuck...I am awake this late because of the stupid visual literacy...have to do typography project..knn..since 9 mann i do..now is 1am..haii..sleepy..why you go to sleep?i want to talk to you laa..haha...ok now italics are my thoughts..haha..i want to change my skin arh..this skin sucks to the max..well nvm

k..school..im practically dead..Because i flunk badly for most subject and i think nmm im officially retaking it again next semester..knn..nevermind..i've promised myself that im gonna work hard this term and today is a good example..haha....fuck school laa..well heck

On wednesday finally got to go out with natiee!!haha..After two cancellations of plans(im really sorry), we finally got to meet and go out!yeaa..Met her at about 6 at her house bus stop and made our way to east coast..By the way i kinda planned out how the date was going to be..kinda..haha...So we walked to the underpass,talked,laughed,but no crying..haha..We had dinner at the lagoon there..You noe the food court just renovated one..Yeaaa..Now the place is muchx10 nicer la...cleaner too..the toilet oso nice..haha..
After eating we walked to the "cliff",dont know what its called laa but i shall call it cliff.quite nice..oh yeaa..the pond there empty liao..and it stinks like hafiz...hahaha..oops..hope he doesnt read this..yeaa...we sat by the cliff watching the horizon..too bad we couldnt see the sunset..haii..that was supposed to be part of the plan..but nvm its okie..haha..
We sat there for about 2 hours..was really fun talking to her..time passes really quick when she's around..really wished we could stay there longer..shiok..the breeze..the sounds of the wave splashing and her laughter and all..woot.haha..We also star-gazed..it was beautiful..lotsa stars that night..thank god.if not it wont be nice..haha..talked and talked and talked..was suppose to say something to her but i jus wasnt game for it and felt that i did not want to distrupt the "moment"..dont know the word arh...just felt it wasnt right.but nvm again..if only she could read my mind and it will make things much much easier for me..yea..if only laa..haii...
We had to go off in the end..what happenned to the saying the sun is gone the night is long?haha..it felt short...but its okie..at least got to meet her can oreadi laa..cant be too fussy...
Then we walked back to marine parade and send her off to the bus stop..had more laughs there too and after which i went back also laa..haha...duh~..haha..
Later at night talked to her on the fon again..haha..but was tired laa..so talk for awhile je..haha..but was okie..too tired to say the thing again..so postpone again laa..haha..wonder when will i say it..haha..do i have the balls to say it?hmm..yeaa..i do!hahah..woot..
wait..i just realize i keep on typing her...k for your info im not trying to hide this person's identity..its nat..haha..if u guys noe her laa..haha..natt...haha..
oh yea..nat says i got this playboy look!!haha..fuck..really meh..sialla..now i know why dnaa use to say that one day i surely have a scandal..the fuck..but i never ever had that crossing my mind..never at all...i want to throw away that look laa..walao..what a bad first impression sia..haha...but how sia..she will forever have that impression of me in her mind..shitty...ni yg susa nie..haha..

ok.i think my new skin is a bit gay but nvm..temporary only.haha.gonna make my own template..HA.haha..ok..

woah..lotsa stuff happened between friday till now..well let tell u guys officially that i did not sleep the whole day on saturday until 730 pm on sunday.all because of the stupid tampines secondary thingy la..sell food and drinks.but it was a wonderful experience and we managed to gain profit some more..haha..woot...but supa tiring laa

haii

now im still suffering from lack of sleep..haha..cant think well..zzzz


waa..now that sotong having holiday arhh..soo shiok..haha..but nvm..ending soon..hehe..

i lazy to type liao laa..


bring her out tomor..got a plan set out..hope she like it..*cross finger*

i'm planning out my revenge

shit is tight now.a lot of projects due.meetings.waking.ass sia..soo daaamn tired nowadays.haii.no time to socialize even.

now im dead bored..lying on my bed looking at the comp.while waiting for someone's reply.haha..so long sey this person reply..since 10 i've waited..haha..now its already 11.hmmph..nvm.im patient..

failed nmm proposal.fuck.

haii.

dunno what to say already.

well got this sotong havin term break next week..damnn...haha..

nvm..

ok

bye

CONFUCIOUS SAY

hokai.Fuck cant believe i criticised my blog in front of the WHOLE class during nmm tutorial.But its not that i want to la but its because only today that i realise i have to do presentation on a website that does not have this CRAP thingy.So i figure out my blog didnt have some so present la.Haha.But at least got present la

Yes arh.Finally wrote one decent song.Haa.ONE only.nvm.At least ONE.haha.All thanks to from the inspiration i got from writing in the previous post.About girls thingy.Haha.While writing i suddenly think about my ex.So got lotsa juice to write about and i spent like 3 hours on my bed with my guitar and started playing.And it went really smoothly.Haha.Surprisingly la.Was quite pissed at times to figure out the chorus.But nvm.Actually i wanted to add in a bridge but cant figure out how.Maybe shall think of it tonight if got nothing to do.

Was really filled with juice yesterday night.And all i that i wrote is exactly what ive been feeling at that point of time.Was filled with anger and hatred.

She said i now "sombong".Ok for those non malay readers.I forgot the meaning of it.err..I think it is action laa.haha..u noe like no longer wanna talk to her like that..haa..Well back to that.Kinda surprised la.Cause didnt think she would care anymore especially after writing the song.But ok kinda cool la that she still is my friend.haha..shit my hand tired la.b4 i go.to the sotong.i dun care la if u got term break or not laa.haha..cause i dont have to wake up as early as u do!haha..hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahah erk

Certainly The Greatest

hey ho!ok.I just realise that all my titles right has got nothin to do with the content of my entries.Haha.But its because whatever i write in here is all impromptu.haha..Just like what im doin now.Haha.Im too lazy to crack my head and think before hand.Whatever pops in my head i will just insert it in.Haha.If this is composition im dead man.haa

oks.today was ok.Nothing wonderful happened cept for the stupid prsp make me skip two of my two breaks just to do the fucking project.fuckkkk...fucking hell laa..fucking cock ass.nothin makes me more angry then missing my lunch and food breaks.asshole

now i have upgraded to java.Had the first lecture and it was like so fucking complicated sia..bloody hell.scared.

i just realised that my life is full of regrets.haha..strange but true.And sometimes i tend to dwell on the past.And feeling shitty.But after realising this im not gonna do that again.haha

Life's been cool so far being single.its been about like err how many months i dunno since i had a girl.But nvm its ok.I can live with that for now.

waa colourful..haha

I think now its not the right time for me to have a girl la but who knows maybe tomorrow i realised that the one is right in front of me and i am not aware of it.Who knows.So i shall not vow not to have a girl for certain period.Haha.,

too bright laa the font.My eye pain so change

You ever got the feeling when you are single you wanna have a girl or guy but when u are attached u wanna be single?I DO..haha.and its damn irritating.i think thats why my relationship last time did not work out.But maybe not..eventho i have the feeling of that when im attached i still give my all to her laa..but i dunno..

I dont think i have the feeling now because i dont really see the need to commit myself to a relationship.

Cause all the scars she left me still hurts.I dont want to get that again.its so fucking pain in the ass.haha..really.I still cannot believe that such a thing would happen.Its like it caught me by surprised.

i still cant pick myself up
after falling from that.
You make me bleed and you make me wept.
bright stars all above you
So heavenly to touch
I just knew it was too good to be true.
Waking up to the feeling
i'd rather sleep for eternity

k..that was impromptu.haha..shall work on that..so longgg for now.chiao.willy wanka signing off



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ok this is a follow up to the part i wrote just now.completed it.here it is

A song about you part two

i still cant pick myself up
after falling from that.
You make me bleed and you make me wept.
bright stars all above you
So heavenly to touch
I just knew it was too good to be true.
Waking feeling sore
i'd rather sleep for eternity
I don’t want to see you anymore

You acted like a whore
Everyone saw
What happened to all the things u said before
Still cant figure out
What u wanted from me
But fuck now im free

U cant take anything from me
Not my life not my soul
Nothing at all can break me
Not by love Not by you
You should’ve known this
Should've dumped you
not you but me
The best thing that happened between us
Was me all me
No thanks to you

Had many sleepless nights
not thinking of you
but thinking of ways to get rid of you
Should’ve have fucking cried
Instead should’ve thanked you
Because I wanted you out of my sight
I’m planning my revenge
To give what you deserved
Should’ve whacked you with a wrench

Take my hand and I’ll bring you
To the edge of the cliff
And I’ll push you down and watch you falling
Spare you a thought
Fucking hell no
Burn you with kerosene or gasoline

You cant take anything from me
Not my life not my soul
Nothing at all can break me
Not by love Not by you
You should’ve known this
Should've dumped you
not you but me
The best thing that happened between us
Was me all me
No thanks to you

FUCKING PROJECTS

oks.Nowi am really fuckin pissed becaue of my fucking stupid project.Fucking hell sia...like wtf.Its due tomor and im like only 20 percent done and the fucking program that i have to used called alice crashed..HOW NICE?cheebyee..fucking hell laa..wtf..

K.Shall change the topic.Slept only for four hours yesterday and nearly woke up late for school haha..but nvm la..Stayin up late yesterday was really worth it..really.Nice..If only i could do it everyday.Haha.

Had School.Shitty.Results gonna be released next week..sooo not going to look forward to it.Cause im gonna flunk it like never before..haha..well what the fuck.I vow to be a better student this term.Haha.I hope la.

Aplenty of projects to juggle.Cheebye.

I want to write a nice song complete with nice melody,lyrics and guitar but cant seem to do it.I got the tune but no melody.Ass.Shall be patient then..wait wait wait.

WILLY WANKA!

hokai.Its been 2 days since i last blogged.Tired arh and not feeling well.Hokai.So this is what you guys have been missing.

Friday had meeting as usual.Haii.Sian.Three fucking hours sia i talked.Haha.Damn long.But it was fun.Haha.So the members have decided to have an event on september 3rd which will be entitled SOMETHING LIKE PROM NIGHT.Haha.Well the title have already explained everything about the event.Yea.Its gonna be cool la.Dont worry.Hope u guys can come on down.After meeting akbho and eugene came over.Eug teached akbho some bass skills and then he went home to wank i think.Later at night Eugene started to work on the songs for teachers day.yea...have yet to hear it but i bet its gonna sound nice.

The next day i woke up at 230..haha..so late sia.If not for my brother i would have not wake up at that time..Woke up and immediately went for soccer.But shit.Cant kick the ball sia because of my stupid fucking toe..cheebye.The thing got wound then wanna kick pain..ass.So played relaxly.haha...then after soccer went home.and was shagged.haha..took a nap and woke up to sms sotong but sotong slept oreadi.haha..kuku.so i continued sleeping.haha..sotong..haha..

speaking of sotong,yea..ITS GONNA BE WAR!.HAHAH.war of the sotongs maybe..lame laa..hahah..like that oso war..haha..how dare you call me gay sotong..haha.well im gonna take that as a gay happy..haha..so thank you for the compliment.haha...'

SHIT.Tomorrow start of school again..ahhh..wtf..I bet sotong will take full opportunity to disturb me..haha..well nvm.at least i dont have to wake up at 5 unlike some people..haha..eh.Make that sotong.haha..So u nak kacau kacau laa.haha..lalalala..

Today shall be green

hokai..decided to change todays font color to green for no particular reason.Haha.think i will change the color every now and then..hurhur.Hokai.Lets talk about today

Woke up in the morning and realise that i lost my voice.All thanks to the goddamm runny nose i had.sial la irritating man the flu.Keep on sneezing then cannot sleep.Wake up im voiceless.Nearly panicked because i thought my beautiful voice got lost in the dream.Haha..ahem.Haha...Then later on it came back.Haha.Thank god.But was a bit rough..You know.Like Those rock voice.Haha.Nat says its sexy.Haha..I say its rocky.Haha.Yea.

Didnt feel like going out but then my mom today so good gave me fifty bucks to spend on so called on Eugene and he wanted to go town buy ties so i tagged along hoping i might find some nice top.Yea.Then fuck.The stupid toe swollen then i wear shoe,Walk pain sia.haha.Had to hobble my way around town.But ok la was fun.Eugene bought his ties.Make that err 5 i think.haha..he kanchiong la buy alot.Haha.I wanted to but this nice top but it kinda looks like eugene's one so dun wan la.A bit gay.Oh ya.today i wear black top and brown berms and eugene wore the exact opposite.Haha..And we both wore brown shoes.Haha..coincidental.Lucky never wear same.haha..iF not omg.Haha.

We walked around..yea..walk..tiring..Look at some zoo york tops and shoes.One shoe was nice.Yea.Think it will be my next primary target.Haha.Went to taka to buy my favourite cheeseballs..yummy yum yum.haha..nice sia.Then they had a new menu cheesehot dog rolled in prata..MAN THEY WERE FINGER LICKING GOOD SIA..really..yummmmm...i wanna have more!haha..really nice..*drooling*.haha..shit..NOw i hungry.Haha.Banged into Nigel weihao and his friend.haha..what a small world.haha

We made our way to heeren in the pouring rain and i wanted to buy flip flops at havainnas.err how you spell arh.I dunno.Haha..But none caught my eye.Haha..I a bit choosy nowadays when it comes to shopping.Haha..After hours of searching for the right top i found my match at Four skins shop.Yea..Nice grey top.It came along with a nice bag too..haha..YOU know those bags they give when u buy stuff to carry them in.haaha..YEa..thier is nice.Haha..gonna keep it.

Later met up with Lennard and his friend Nigel.haha..so many nigels haha..Well yea.Met up then go to lucky plaza had a light dinner for me and go play pool..woo..Now i pro already.Rah!Eugene bring it on man.You never gonna whoop my ass 6 to none never again.Haha..Not when i'm pro.Haha..had a few games then we called it quits.Eugene took the mrt whereas the three of us took 36.haha..then len came to my house.Haha..dunnoe for what fuck..Well thats basically all for today.ahaha..quite disappointed tho i only managed to get one top..shit ass..i want more..gonna get it in malaysia i think.there the tops nicer and you cant get it in singapore..yeaa..woot!haha

oh yea..and i shall call nat sotong now.haha..not chimpanzee.haha..dunno why am i typing this but well what the heck.haha..ok outs!

punani

hokai.

eugene's gay

just feel like typing that.

haha.

ok.lets get started.today's not a really great day.not say great la because nothin much happen.just went out in the late afternoon to meet kamal kotek and farhan bopeng.haha.yeaa..go play pool at classic.Parkway there la..haha..had fun tho.then had dinner at macs abd akbho! came.haha.to take his bass guitar and amp home.haha..which reminds me of something.i went blog hopping and i saw one dude's blog.he had this list of stuff he wanted.and there he wrote guitar speakers..hahahahahahaha...mann..wat a dick..guitar speakers?come on..you think wat speakers like altec and shit arhh..haha..stud man...he is just making a fool of himself can..hahaha..hokai..shall not type can at the back..haha..

now im just lying my ass on my bed and chatting,listening to music and smsing..haii..so bored laa..suppose to start my project but no motivation la..

oh yea.today morning woke up and my toe banged the side of my door and it was freakin pain..you noe rite how it feels..i was like fucking cheebye..and started cursing from all types of language..haha..it bled sia..cheebye.damn pain..haha...err...my toe bled noe not cheebye.haha.JUST IN CASE.hahaha..

had a sneezing day today..fuck.kept sneezing..achoo!achoo!achoo!achoo my ass laa..damn irritating sia this nose...feel like throwing it away..play pool then when was about to shoot i go achho!!cb..make me miss.haha...sometimes shotgun one this nose..achooachooachoo!haha..really..not kidding..then came back home felt feverish..hai..ahah..just said to my friend long time never kana fever now kana...sheez..haha..

hmm...what does sweet talking means arhh..according to my friend,she say is talking my way to her heart..ahh..haha..dunnoe should rely on her or not..haha..k i shall haha...sweet talking..haha.hmm...been called a sweet talker muthafucker before and it hurt..haha..ok guys newsflash..im not a sweet talker muthafuckar...my intentions are all good sia...and im naturally nice to girls..really..i got a soft spot for girls..really..throughout my 17 years of life i have never raised my voice to a girl before..yeaa..i respect girls for who they are laa..so thats why im nice to em..its not that i wanna fuck em or wat then i be nice to em..im nice to all my friends..isnt that rite guys?haha..but sometimes i mite fall for em just by being too nice to em..haha..thats why i have a lot of crushes..haha..lame laa.aha..but true..so girl,even if u say i like to sweet talk,well my intentions are always good..and remember once i told you what i think of now when i want to have a girl..yeaa..loong termm thingy..haha..think u can remember laa..unless u got bad memory..haha..which i think you have..haha..hehe..kidding..

my intentions of hitting on girls are always good man..haha...never once did i ever had a thought of havin a scandal or wat..haha..or one night stands..haha...oh yaa..talkin about one night stands..naaatt..i still cannot find the post on one night stand..haha...dun think hav laa.haha..she keep on insisting have siaa..hahah...u lose..haha...dun havv..i hope..haha..now then have..haha...


dunno whether this post is longer than that day one..i wanna overwrite that one..so lemme think wat shall i write about

hmm..friday the alumni is gonna hav a humongous meeting..about 20 pple gonna be present and all eyes on me..gosh..how scary could that be...haha..nvm all my friends.hah..sometimes it feels great you noe to have everyone's attention and you standing there talking crap and feeling proud..haha..that is why i became the alumni prez..but guys..dont worry k..i wont disappoint you laa..have faith in the great one..heyy..i propose alot of events you noe..like the upcoming event..yeaaa..you'll hear more about that on friday..if u wanna come please msg me k!!thanks..all welcomed..haha..be amazed by my converstational skills..haha..lmao

i wanna go out with her again..i know ive stated it last time round but here i am sayin it again because i have yet to go out with her..shit..dun think this week can..haha..nvm..next week can i think..haha..yay..oops..haha.sounds gay..

hmm...heard something from eugene about the new principle of bgss and i think she is way way way cooler than SONG GEOK HUA...some stupid ass student propose to the school to buy amps..then he told her it wont cost more than 1k and guess what she say??so cheap!..wtf...cheebyee..haha..welll i think im gonna propose to mdm tay somethiong...haha...cool beans arhh..haha..

ahh...i wanna see stars..haha..jjust realize that whenever i go out in the evening recently,i will always look out for the stars..and if there is i will go tell my friend who are with me..haha...maybe the stars mean something...ahah...ooo..hahah..aaaa.....hahah..k stupid..haha..but the stars are beautiful laa..so nice..especially during those cloudless nights..man..its so damn romantic..i will always imagine of a scene where i and my girl will sit at the breakwater watching the sunset and then looking at the bright stars..yeaa.just enjoying each other's company and the wonderful sight..awww...haha..so romantic eyy..but so far it have yet to be materialise..haha..cause no girl laa..hahaha..well shall wait for that day to come..

cant wait for teachers day..cause i and eugene aka "mr faggot i suck balls" will be performing in front of err 700 students arhh??i dunnoe laa..but still it has always been my dream to perform in front of a crowd..my dream nearly turn true last year but only to turn rotten in the end because of the stupid geok hua say our music too loud..well we gonna CUM prepared this time round..its gonna be acoustic..haha..cant wait to sit on a chair and face all my friends...yeaa...if it does come true i will never forget that dayy...but i think i'll have weak knees and shivering balls on that dayy.haha..all eyes on me..and eugene aka mr faggot i suck balls that is..haha..


waa i think today is the longest ever entry ever i ever write ever..haha..ever ever ever...haha...

hmm...think gonna stop here laa...tired oreadi..wanna go eat..my stomach growling oreadi..haha..byeee...

IS THAT RIGHT??

hello there..yeayea...i wonder if there's any commotion regarding my previous entry..haha.kinda feel good a fter posting that entry because there is alot of content in it,kinda.haha.well i think that is one of the longest entry ive posted ever.haha.seriously dude.typed that in one sitting you know.

i feel like writing alot today but got nothin to talk about..lemme think..ahh..

actually nothin to write laa..

fuck.

i wanna go out laa..shit ass..

but all not free..she's schooling..ass..

ahhh..

nvm.

oh ya for those dumb asses I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH BASKARAN AND NAT,I DONT GO FOR HUGE ASSES..haha...

i am like any other ordinary average joe who goes for normal jill..haha...yeaa...note that...so all those fat hoes dont get your hopes too high..nyehehhehe...i think that hurt..haha..well heck..rather than givin em fat hope might as well tell em straight to the face.haha..'

today nothin much happen..woke up at 130 slept at 530 i think..haha...i was still awake when she had to go to school oreadi.haha..sad..hah..tried takin pictures of the stars but it was too cloudy.goddammit..haha..

the nnight breeze was chilling..yeaa...talked alot with eug in the outdoors..

oh yeaa...now lets talk about my class..

k at first i found them so guai..not until i met teck hong and nigel..these two fags saved my ass..then later on i found the class quite interesting..you noe..we hanged out..wore same color tshirts..then soon after things became lame..i dunnoe laa...now i just cant fuckin click with em..and i think they are ignoring me..haha...go marrybrown never ask me follow and shit..haha..well nvm..i got nothin to lose..got this muthafuckah angry at me siaaa because i never go sentosa with em..FUCKING HELL..who the hell is he siaa...cheebyee....its not like i pangseh or wat...i jus said no straight forward..end..cheebye..get on my nerves can?hahah...knn...hate em muthafuckars..jus wanna act big only but actually got balls the size of peanuts...well..im fucking off now..byeee...

smooth as eggs

music on air-Saosin-Bury Your Head-

ahhh....pooped mann...played soccer at tp's hockey field..but it was great arhh..all my friends and thier friends played and had some good laughs...haha..eventho my team lost and i dont like losing but nvm..give them chance..haha...

someone called me james beattie..haha...cool...i was THAT good huh..haha...

well..enough about soccer..

just now had to submit digital imaging project..fuck...do anyhow sia..haha...last minute..cause my stoopid photshop cannot detect my settings..knn..arghh..haha...well..fuck care..


k..HOLD ON NOW...there's a growing concern from everyone cause they think im turning gay after reading my blog...K NEWSFLASH!!HAIKAL IS STILL STRAIGHT..HE IS NOT MAKING ANY TURNS OR WHAT SO EVER..please dont create gossip about me arh...spoil reputation only...haha...being emo gay meh??then all those musicians playing emocore emo music are all gay arhh???haha

but i know one thing..eugene's a faggot..im not suppose to type this here but wat the heck..really..one day he told me he has given up on girls and say he now go for guys...he's primary target is if you noe...LEE KUOK EN...wakakkaa...im not kidding...haha...dat time he saw that LKE,he go msg me...haha..

and naaaaatt,tasha,shasha...err ape lagi arh can call you..oh yea natasha..haha..if your reading this..nice try in guessing haha...k la...i feel so bad not tellin you...k..i shall tell you whom i like..its MRS BASKARAN...err..how u spell her name arh..i dunnoe la..i have this big crush on her since sec 3...big ass is so appealing to me..every time i see her big ass it turns me on...and her her elbows that are thick as tree logs also another appealing part of her...buay tahan arhh if see herr..hah...cannot control..haha...feel like humping her..haha...she is sooo soft you noe...like pillow..you can sleep peacefully by lying on her stomach..got vibration one oso you noe if she hungry...haha


i miss bgss..i miss ahmad hafiz armpit smell..wait...make that his B.O....a terrible B.O.haha..i miss the uniform..so "up to fashion"...miss the dm..teo chai lai...hahah....


ETHO MAYAKAM!


oh yea..we get to perform for teachers day later in bgss..so i can go there and tell them how much i miss em...haha...but really laa...we performing there...only me and eugene that is...haha..unless akbho wanna come and hold the mike for me....or stand behind and jus snap his fingershaha...so you guys..please come down and support me!ehh..wait..us..haha.poetic tragedy..note..haha..

we gonna do an original song..yeaa....woot...suck these balls..haha..

waa...not bad arh today's blog..so long and alot of content...

k...NOW LEMME ASK ALL OF YOU DEAR READERS..DOES TODAY'S ENTRY BY ANYWAY SOUNDS GAY AT ALL??if yes go stuck a finger up your ass..haha...today just feel like typing arhh...so shiok...type type type type type type type type...

eventho i dunnoe what to say oreadi i jus keep on typing....like what i am doing rite now eventho also my finger tired oreadi i jus type and type and type and type and hope that you stupid fools will be dumb enough to read this crap yea stupid ass haha k la lemme thank you for reading this far you want lollipop haha wat flavour you want ahh now got thing to write oreadi


yesterday.....

i went to city hall..haha...dammit..rain sia.haha..fuck..then drenched to my balls..haha..really..cb..follow asyraf go buy cap but in the end he never buy..ehh did he?oh ya..he buy snow cap..haha..was suppose to meet her.but god just dowan us to go out like that...haha..k i shall not blame god..i shall blame err maybe the cows?i dunnoe..haha...i was suppose to go to esplanade with her..yea..oreadi imagine you noe how it will be like sitting down there watching the sunset..haha...nice la i think but this stupid rain laa..rain laa at midnight or wat so i can sleep so shiokly..haha...k i know laa by typing her it sounds so erm fishy haha...lemme reveal her identity...ITS ANGELINA JOLIE!!haha..i wish...no la..its natasha!!haha...*celebrations with fireworks*haha...lame...yeaa...goin out with her so nice can?really laa...haha..k i shall imitate how some girls type..i hate the way they type..

seeing em profile laa..its like this-

love my family to bits,MY BAOBEI,my darlinnkkk,my friends..aww..they are so scweettt...they so nice can?i jus love them to bits...dang...haha...k there was my attempt at being gayy..haha..

how did i fare??haha

HE SO SWEET CAN?IT WAS SO SAD CAN?HE LIKES TO SUCK BALLS CAN??

does these mean i got a choice..k i shall say AHH CANNOT LAA..haha..

why must put can behind one..walao..gets on my nerve sia..haha...if you feel insulted err..im sorry i guess but its irritating CAN??CAN STOP IT CAN?I CANNOT TAKE IT CAN?

really??

ehh... really sound gay arhh my 4th of july post???hmm...haha..didnt noe that..haha..


i think because that time nga emo emo ahh...but not animore laa...haha...now happy happy....dunnoe why also..

think my foot got blisters..shit...pain arhh....played soccer jus now as usual and im damned pooped....yeaaa..arhhhh...


had dinner...yum yum....now fulll...haha...cant move..haha....sleepy..haha...

i wannna go out tomor!!who wanna tag along??girls only...haha...maybe i go ask laa..haha..better...no girl will approach me laa..sad...ok..im off now..so byeee for noww!!


oh yea...almost forgot..saw the stars finally..so nice...she took a picture of em!haha..cool..maybe i go take later...

today is not a lie

rahhh....


nothin much happened today 'cept for goin to ica building to renew my passport photo...luckily naaaatt accompany me..if not i go alone mann..hurr hurr...thankss!!

then after that we go makan then jalan2 for awhile..we soon parted cause she was meeting her friend and suntec to buy her thing...haha....in the end never buy..i wonder whyy..hahah...


i had to go straight back to bgss cause need to get hold of the contact list for the alumni...then a meeting...haizzz.ttirriinggg siaa...talk alot..hahha..lalla...no on my bed so boredd.haha..if only my bed can vibrate..kan shiok..hahhaa..lame..kk byeee

Now i know can put title..hhaha

heyy sup....fyi..im damn fuckin bored rite now..some people suppose to msg me so that i can call her tak msg2 sia...knn..now i bored like hell

jus finished eating 6 pieces of chicken...woot..haha

ahh fuckk...so fuckin bored laa...term break oso no use..no one to go out with..all still havin test..cb..

haiiizzz....im dead for term test..yea...dint understand a fuckin bit at all..hur hur..yea...

been seeing less of her lately..maybe cause she busy..who fuck noes yea...well nvm...but my heart sad laa..


wakakaka..wat the fuck all these emo emo stuff mann..fuckin hell..cb..k i shall not be emo for now..



well...if like that nothin to talk about laa fuckk..then how??

err...lets talk about my dick...yeaa..its 12 feet long...and is 10 cm thick...yeaaa...BIG ARH>?haha..

pardon me cause i damn bored now..its 1238 am and im all alone..ahhh..where are all the bitches and hoes for me to hang out with??

wait not hang out...err...talk with...well maybe hang out..yea...

calling all bitches and hoes...please report to hq...attention..

taking back sunday...alkaline trio...nice..especially the song entitled u make me cum all nite..power..go download..wakakkakakakakakakkakakakakkakakaka....

hello motherfuckers...arhh...its almost 12 and tomor i got paper in the morning,i haven study and looks like im screwed...

fuck

fuck

i jus cant sleep la fuck...don't know why arhh...shit..


been thinking about lotsa stuff lately..

and i mean ALOT


haii...sometimes thinkin of all these shit makes me fucking depressed sia...knn..dont like when i am depressed cause people wont like me when im one..


fuck..well..now kinda depressed tho..depressed about girls..

ahhh

keep telling my fucking self that now is not the time to think of girls..its time to fucking enjoy..u noe..like one night stand..hurhur..not that enjoy la..but i think im not those kind who likes to go out and enjoy with different girls everyday..fuck..when im interested in this girl..i will get stuck on her..fuckk..hate it when i like a girl..cause i'll somehow be like a pet u noe...arghh...

sometimes also when i like that person she dont even realise it because they think im jus being nice..ya la i am..but sometimes u can see wat..rite??well fuck em all...

hate it when im in these mode..arh..fuck fuck.fuck...i think im beginning to get hooked on this girl...goddammit...i dun wan to fall for her mann..cause i got a feelin it will ruin our friendship..really..fuck fuck fuck...wat should i do uhh?

she's really nice tho to me...been really fun gettin to noe her..but i really started off only wanting to know her more only..that is..no other motive..now oso no motive laa..but..day by day..the feeling grow..fuckkk...how to stop it arhh?i cant be hating her..nono...

well..we'll just have to see what happens..if i do fall for her..all i can do is go go go..and take a big fucking risk..what have i gotta lose niway?my balls?no..



life sucks..haha...hate it when people say tat..life couldnt be any beautiful than this..eventho im depressed i jus simply love life...best gift god ever gave me was the beauty of sight to see the beauty of life..yeaa....hurhur...so fuck u guys who say life sucks...u aint see nothin yet..cb..

think im gonna go look at the stars...remind me of her...hahah...well fuck it...i'll just gaze at em..

I wouldn't,I'm alright
by Eugene Wang


Verse
I'm so sorry,I can't live up to you
I'm no good
Maybe your're expecting too much for me to do
But I know that its not going to break my
bones

Chorus
I wouldn't cry for you,I certainly wouldn't die for you
cause you're not the anchor i can hold on to
I wouldn't lie for you,I wouldn't die for you

Verse
I don't need to hear the stories about love and you
getting hurt from it
You say "we two are sitting on the beach side,heads up
high,looking at the nightsky,stars shi-ning bright,passing
clouds collide"

Bridge
Do I have to hear all these bragging of yours?
We are only young once in our lives,so why do you let this love shit hurt you?

Verse
I don't need to hear the stories about love and you
getting hurt from it
I say "I don't wanna know anyone but god.I have this money but
its not alot.We want a life that is not required

Chorus
Whats killing me inside.I certainly hope i'm alrite
i'm alrite