how long do i have to wait
feeling despised of late
how many times have you fall down
leaving me to pick you up
none
i miss the times when you call me on the regular
seeing you when i wasnt popular
i missthe long chats in the night
when breezes are such a fright
you'd give me sugar for my coffee
and id give you milk for free
you would mess up my hair for fun.
and fun for me is seeing you undone.


well all those are fabrications of my dreams.

am trying out new means of writing.
will work on it.

and yesterday night was a blast.

open up my eyes

had a great sleep today after suuuuuuch a terribly long day. started at 8 till 6. which was all the way total soccer.

got back home, felt hungry and realised the boys were at beer garden. i immediately took my bicycle and raced down there.haha. when i reached there, all looked at me differently. they said i looked darker and my face was as if it was sunburnt.haha.dammmn.

well you'll get that for playing soccer at 12.ha

after the game had bruises everywhere and a minor sprain.haiyaa.suay la aku ni.

after sleep just now, my slept continued sleeping till now.




hmm.can i roll around for the night?

open up my eyes

had a great sleep today after suuuuuuch a terribly long day. started at 8 till 6. which was all the way total soccer.

got back home, felt hungry and realised the boys were at beer garden. i immediately took my bicycle and raced down there.haha. when i reached there, all looked at me differently. they said i looked darker and my face was as if it was sunburnt.haha.dammmn.

well you'll get that for playing soccer at 12.ha

after the game had bruises everywhere and a minor sprain.haiyaa.suay la aku ni.

after sleep just now, my slept continued sleeping till now.




hmm.can i roll around for the night?

where are you

i think my song is beginning to mark its words. some of the lyrics are turning to reality. one things for sure i keep asking myself where are you.

every night im wondering where is this girl then im suppose to meet.have we ever met. but all comes to none in terms of answers. disappointed i am.but demoralized maybe not.

i think ive set my mind of going overseas to work when i get the chance in the near future. but im afraid it will be difficult for me to leave behind family and friends for a long time. well sacrifices are to be made yea?

these thoughts are scraping back

all of sudden im thinking of her again. once we were close. broke off contacted which still embazzle me till now. trying to figure out why. we had fun talking to each other.spending time together.working. miss those days. actually missher.

thoughts are sprawled all on the floor and cant get it cleaned up.

insecurity might be the reason why i didnt hang on.

what a waste