tonight was a day where everyone were feeling depressed.
kamal was stressed up.
faliq depression.
me,
mixed emotions.
it seems like a wreckage.but i know everything's gonna be fine.
somehow i feel lonely.but im liking it cause i got all the space i want.all the time i need to myself.
i just realise being dependant on someone is certainly not a good habit,in fact is a burden to yourself.cause you'll be dragged down eventually at the end of the day.
im happy im no longer dependant on anyone(other than my dad.hah.)
cause i wanna go through everything now by myself cause i believe ill be a better person this way after going through all on your own.maybe with consultation of friends sometimes and parents too.
but its way way better for me. i can see that i'll benefit from it.ive been too dependant on someone long enough.
i wanna teach myself what's right and what's wrong and what's is good for me,vice versa.
the two hands that's gonna clap will be mine.im gonna be responsible for all my doings.
lost in transition.blah