holla!

im in the toilet shitting and get to update my blog.

haa.

ahh.

its heavenly in here.

the feeling i mean.

not the smell

eheheh.

going off to dubai within 24 hours.

damn.

i'm so reluctant to go off.

cause i'll miss all my friends.

yea i know u guys will say its only 6 days.

but the time spent in poly so far have taught me the value of friendship.

i was actually touched by my friends who opted to send me off.

thats very flattering to know of guys.

especially knowing that tomor got school.

haha.

maybe they are just finding excuses to not go for school the next day.

haha.

Jaded

Take away the pain of yesterday.
Feels like im losing my breathe.
You’ll always get me blown away.
I’ll keep my eyes shut.
For tonight.

I’m lost in this transition.
Watch the sun goes down.
I’m suffering from this suffocation.
When you’re not around.

I’ll run away with you.
But I’m jaded , jaded
I’ll run away with you.
But I’m jaded .
Because of you.

So kiss me when I’m high.
I’ve got you and you’ve me.
Don’t mean it when u say goodbye.I want you till the end.

fallen in love with olp again.man.thier songs remind me of my time in 2004.missed those days.

oh heck.why remininsce the past when we still got a whole lot to do for the future.yea?

had a wierd dream yesterday night.haha.didnt make sense at all.but i realised most of my dreams are always short dreams.haha.u noe like dos 20 seconds downloadble porn.yea.that kind of thing.my dreams were like that.and had a whole junk of short dreams which arent link to one another by any kind of means.so usually when i wake up.i will go like.huh?

haha.

so that could be the reason why i'm always blur recently.or am i always.damned.

hurhur.

had a meeting yesterday night!wee.

was supposed to meet up with the gang yesterday to go to the jam and hop at tp.

but i was told this year will not be as happeninng as last year so i opted not to go.sorry guys.

so instead i wisely decided to meet up with lela and apek to discuss about project green.uh huh.

faliq and julia tagged along and it was good they were there cause they managed to gave a few opinions on our ideas.

it was quite productive but slow.

haha.

lela la.blur blur.

dang.

gonna do up on the menu.

actually she's gonna do that.hee.

im gonna tambah2 only.haha.

-=-

our lady peace

somewhere out there

Last time I talked to you,

you were lonely and out of place.

You were looking down on me,

lost out in space.

Laid underneath the stars,

strung out and feeling brave.

Watch the red orange glow,

watch them float away.

Down here in the atmosphere,

garbage and city lights,

you gotta save your tired soul,

you gotta save our lives.

Turn on the radio,

to find you on satellite,

I'm waiting for the sky to fall,

I'm waiting for a sign.

All we are is all so far.

You're falling back to me,

the star that I can't see.

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

Hope you remember me,

when you're homesick and need a change.

I miss your purple hair,

I miss the way you taste.

I know you'll come back someday,

on a bed of nails I wait.

I'm praying that you don't burn out,

or fade away.

All we are is all so far

You're falling back to me,

the star that I can't see.

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me,

the star that I can't see.

I know you're out there,

oh.You're falling out of reach,

defying gravity....

I know you're out there

,somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me,

the star that I can't see.

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,

defying gravity,

I know you're out there,

somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me.

Well I know,

I know.

You're falling out of reach.

I know...

hey.its been a long time since i last post.been busy lately with god knows what.haha.
so the moment i come home id be too lazy to post.well hey hey hey im here.

gonna be real busy this few weeks with personal commitments going on.
oh yea and damn.tomor i got interview with the school's principle and some external people.wearghh.damn.never liked interviews.its gonna be an hour long.ergh.

had a haircut but it didnt look any different.haha.strange.

oh yea.im going dubai during chinese new year.yay.but damn ill miss the alumni's trip to pengerang.arghh..shit.

well.nvm.
haha.
hmm.thats all i guess.
cheerios

have you ever been in a situation where you want to say something to a person real bad.

you feel you have to.

die die must say.

and after saying it.

you kinda regret.

and also afraid.

afraid of what her response would be like.

you're afraid she might think otherwise.

sometimes it makes you thinking what she is thinking after getting to know of it.

will she react the way you imagined she would.

well i have.

and it is killing me.

wearghh!

hurhur.

wish i didnt say anything.

now things lie in the balance of those words.

-=-

today is hari raya haji.

im comfortably at home.

well its because i've got no grandparents to visit and furthermore my parents are away in jakarta.

will only return this evening.

howells.

jam jam jam.

weee.

oh ya.

people.

please tag laa my blog.

very stagnant sia..

okie?

thank you very nice.

cheerios.

samad sambil sambil makan biskot.

hahaha

i wonder...

sometimes i wonder till when will this last.

will it continue or will it end.

well lets just hope the answer surfaces before my patience run out.

i don't wanna go on somemore with no sense of direction.

that is completely a waste of time.

but if there is no sense of direction and the only thing is to call it quits.

where do i go from here.

should i cry or should i run.

so far that no one noes.

am i being used.

that's what have been happening to me all the while since last time.

am i that naive.

sometimes i just dont understand what are you trying to do.

whats your motive.

that puzzles me alot.

to this very day.

that answer i guess will always remain hidden in your brain.

i dont want to remain oblivion to whats happening.

-=-

should i just walk away.

and never turn back.

or should i just sit down.

and let the jab hit me.

the river's turn dry.

and the sky's empty.

well what's it gonna be.

all i want is seeing you.

i want that feeling.

all you need is love.

and im here to give.

-=-

too much to write with too little time.

not been feeling too well lately.

the weather's very rainy these days.

feeling down now.

so.

cheerios.

heyy.

its 2006!

woo.

well actually i don't feel anything ah.

haha.

cause i have never celebrated new years my entire life.

make yesterday an exception tho.

hurhur.

the alumni comittee held a party yesterday.

boogie nite.

well it started off real slow due to the crowd slow movement.

there were some technical problems.

but after that it was go go go.

really appreciated all of em who came.

especially to lela and jihad.

felt guilty cause they seemed bored.

well im gonna make it up to u guys k.

and it mite come during the dinner and dance later on this year.

after the party we headed to downtown and went for countdown.

was really fun.

thank you guys.

well its a new year but its still the same ol me.

hurhur.

felt that i did ok last year.

haha.

i'm sleepy.

reached home at about 6.

after talking to her i conked all the way till 11.

had to go out for lunch.

well i was practically a walking zombie.

after lunch,we came back home and i slept again.

haha.

shiok.

woke up had dinner.

and now i m falling asleep.

quick someone.

save me!.

haha.

well to all u guys.

happy new year aiite!

you dig that dawg.

haha.

cheers