spent time with lela just now.

haha.

it poured.

and water sprinkled at us.

wee.

was fun.

remember to take ur medication ok.

and you need to rest more.

i have been wanting to write a song about rain and stuff but twice i wrote it couldnt find a melody for it.

shit.

then just now when i was sitting down with her.

it poured.

and there was thunder.

suddenly i felt the inspired to write.

but there was no pen and paper.

shit ass.

term test is tomor!

i'm slaughtered man.

as good as gone.

-=-

nowadays with how im living my life.

when i try to imagine what im gonna be like in about 10 years.

i cant see anything.

i wonder whats that suppose to mean.

its like i cant imagine anything.

zero.

sometimes it scares me you know.

-=-

turn to me.

when the clouds turn grey.

walk away.

when the trees starts to sway.

shiver in the thunders of rain.

wilter with the emptiness rain.

you put me down.

all u left was a stain.

slipping away

your slipping away