all our hopes and dreams are savaged.hmm.dunno why i put that also.

-=-

howells.

saturday was fine.

although it started out like shit.

woke up on the wrongside of the bed.

a lot of people cancelled plans with me since friday.

first was supposed to meet lela in the afternoon.

cancelled.

then at 3.

cancelled also.

was supposed to meet faliq.

cancelled.

the next day.

ali cancelled on me.

then was about to meet hamzah,he cancelled it too.

while waiting for yazid.

yea.

he cancelled too.

grr.

luckily im patient.

bahh.

if not i would have been freaking out.

term test comin.and i have yet to touch anything yet.

im dead meat.

talked to my sis about me changing course.well she seemed as tho she agreed.

great.

-=-

tonight i feel a whole lot better after playing soccer.

been feeling really lethargic to an extend being moody.

but now i feel bubbly once again.

wee.

-=-

just now while i was alone at 506.

i sat down,enjoyed the breeze and started to think.

think about what i've been doing all my life.

and i realized i've done nothin actually.

not anything to be proud of.

den i started to think about girls.

well now.

fuck the dinahs,fuck the marlinas,fuck the fadyas,fuck the flings.

no more of this nonsense shit.

i've got no time anymore.

i need to find a girlfriend and settle down.

real soon.

but how?

where?

haha.

well i'll know the answer when the time comes.

-=-

i need new shoes.

i need new perfumes.

i need new tops.

i need new bottoms.

i need new lenses.

i need new guitar.

I WANNA GO SHOP AT JB!

who wants to tag along!

burrr.

the outing to jb was cancelled twice.

first because got soccer.

the second time is the most sickening.

hokai.

on that very dreadful day.i woke up very early at about 9.

then reached hafiz house at about 11 and we sat around.

we had to wait for kamal to get ready then can we go make our way.

and this is the fucked up part.

as we were about to go make our way to jb.(we were still at hafiz's house)

hafiz couldnt find his passport.

u have to be there to see the look on my face.

i didnt know whether to cry or scream at him.

its like wtf.

u know we're going jb a week in advance.

for crying out loud.

go find your freaking passport la dei earlier.

not when we are going to go then find.

stupid asshole.

biatch.

-=-

as i update this blog.

my bro is in front of me playing the ps2 like a small kid.

hahha.

cheerios.