i sense something is amiss.

something that is not supposed to happen,happened.

but im not sure whether i'm supposed to know.

shall keep mums about it.

till someone tells me instead.

feel like punching.

sensed that something was left untold.

something vital.

gave me the head and the ass.

that is as good as not telling.

fuck it.

tried to calm down by writing on my song book.

and hell did it work.

ankle's feeling better.

right after taking the pain killers.

it worked wonders.

could run again.

weee.

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thanks for accompanying me.

=)

here's what i wrote in my book.

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let me out of this entrapment.

rope me out of this confusion.

terrified by your rampant beauty.

hanging on by the tip of my finger

she showered me with anger.

I never thought things will turn out like this.

the World's upside down with everything amiss.

i'm nulled.

in this enchantment.

runnin all my life .

finding the soln.

look at me.

look at me now.

tell me what do you see.

look at me look at me now.

tell me do you feel it

put out the flame.

when its wet with rain.

assure me there is no sparkle left.

for your touch is no deft.

leave me something to linger.

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here's another.

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the sound of raindrops.

grazing my face.

the smoke rises creating a haze.

i dont want to be anywhere near you.

even if u cried me a river.

rainy days i'm oh so lonely.

so it'll be today.

what you said to me when i was to sleep.

was all bullshit.

anger sinks in and sadness surfaces.

just how it's always like when it pours.

rain drops falling down to my face.

as it turns to tears.

remember who was i.

just another passing phase.

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weee..

emo giler eh.

thanks to someone's blog la i became emo lately.

wdh.

cheerios