my body's exhausted.

my mind exhausted.

i need to rest.need to settle down.

need to start concentrating on my studies.damn.

my ankle is on critical damage.

it swelled up really bad overnight.

felt frustrated when i woke in the morning.the ankle was stiff like meat

was nearly in tears cause i could barely walk.

the ankle is bruised too.

that scares me.

look at me.

what do you see?

my mind is empty.

so is my heart.

my legs are numb.

so is my heart.

its been so long.

so long that i forgot how it feels like.

to be loved.

sometimes i wonder.

will i ever be loved again.

will i ever get to feel how it is like to fall in love once more.

will you find me someone.

someone for me to put my arms around.

give her a thousands kisses.

hold her tight when she's cold.

borrow her my shoulder to cry on.

hear out all her complains.

carry her around when she's tired.

talk her to sleep.

i want that.

really bad.

i don't wanna be alone anymore.

i've been alone for too long.

Tell me when the stars drop
For I want to see you before my heart stops
One last time
But you have been running away
Never gave me a chance
To say
Take yesterdays feelings awayPut me where I long to be

not yet a finished article.

gonna take time doing up this song.

wanna put my heart and soul on it.

cheerios

jaded