kawabukaaa.

k i dont know what the heck is that

haha

boing boing boing

today so damn tiring..yawnn

and i feel guilty for makin lelaa tired alsoo

sorry ehh luluuu

next time u tired already go homee ahhh

goo stone at home and then sleeep

hurhur

gogo power rangers

MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS!

grrr

stupid man uuu

asshole fucking mcshit

kanninabu

i wantt too sleeepp

byee

haiii..okeh..

dont know why i feel so damn depressed noww...

maybe because of the songs im listening noww..

fucckkk

saww herr just now..

like fuckin shit..

was with her mom..

k..dont wanna talk about her la dickhead..

fucking shit mann..

read people's testi and most of em have so ever touching testi..mine?well..mostly critisism..haha..

bloody fuckk..

u noe why i feel so fucked up noww??

if u noe..please give me a call..

dammit sia..

one moment i was okeh..

now feel like so damn shitt..so loww..u noe..loww..as low as where my balls are..wanna suck em..

fuck u u fucking shithead

whats the worst thing that i can sayyy..i'm falllinngggg...fallliiinnngg in youurrr armss..

haha...dont know why i put that also..

gave in to my mum just now about one of my deepest secrets...

was glad she didnt whack me like she used to..

now i know it is true when people say if u tell the truth she wont be as angry as she will be if she finds it out by herself.This time round,whatever she said to me,i listened.listened hard.and i realised she's not talkin crap.

shed a tear cause i disappoint her.thats the last thing i would want to do.

im 17 and this is the point of time where i learn from my mistakes and grow up.

i dont wanna live this life full of regrets.

i've had enough of regrets and it pinned me back down to be whom i wanna be.

i'm never proud of whom i am now..im nobody.nobody looks up to me.no one except for my mom and dad.thats why i will treasure them..

i know eug,u will say i sound like faggot or wz.hurhur..but this is what i exactly feel right nw.and im proud to tell everyone..

ok.

next.

just now go tucci with luluuu..hahah..met luluuu at my bus stop and went to chill somewhere. i dont know exactly where..haha.then sent luluuu back...k here comes the funny part..

when i wanted to enter the house..my dad was downstairs..i was like fuckk..how mann..i need to shit..i didnt want him to know i went out or he will ask me lotsa questions..so i waited and waited until i couldnt tahan i paced back and forth..skali got this police car passed by and all three of em in home clothes looked at me and i just smiled..i walked out of st.pats and walked back hoping my dad already went up..and up he went...whilst walkin i heard a car comin from behind..and i was like eh...sounds familiar..and when i turned around,guess who it was..the same stupid car..haha..this time,they wound the window and ask me.."where you live.".i happily pointed to my house there..and showed my ic.he asked me "you going out or home?"..i quickly replied "actually suppose to meet my friend but he late ah..so go home" smart eh?haha.what a wonderful reply..and the officer smiled and drove off..haha.heng..haha..actually when the first time the police car went off,i had a feeling they surely will come back cause who in the blue hell want to walk at that alley at this point of time..haha..so yea..my instincts were right..

hahaha...

luckily it ended up all well today..

it rained today..nice weather..hurr..went back with mom and dad..and belo and lelaa tag alongg..haha..kaypoh only they all..wait..why am i telling you guys this?hahah..nvm..

sold lotsa stuff today..yay..hahaha..

errr..

i think im grounded..hahaha..

howells..what the hey..haha..

once again i will announce..i need a girlll..haha..and eugene is one horny fucking balastard..hahaha...

Jason Wade-You belong to me

See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirsJ
ust remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the oceanIn a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me


thanks to lelaaa,im stuck with this songg..dammit

Jason Wade-You belong to me

See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirsJ
ust remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the oceanIn a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me


thanks to lelaaa,im stuck with this songg..dammit

alohaaa...fuckin eugene..haha..what gay boii..u laa gay boii work in office...hahhaha..ok..that doesnt make sense..he is a fag tho.hahah..

ergh...still got about a week to go!!woweee...and its raya raya..haha..shiokk

gonna get my payy.rahh..hahahahaha..go shoppingggggggg spreee and buy me a new girlfriend..called cort..hahah

the shop has been lonely laa...no more company..ahaha..they all dont have already..the crazy idiots..but at least lelaa and ji come down everytime after closing..then will i have friends to talk to..haha..

shit..school reopening soon..dammitt..farkin hell..lazy sia wanna go school..skali same class again..wtf..hahaha..

just now me and lelaa did somethin stuppid..haha..

we TRIED to get lost..hahaha..ssounds easy eh?but we didnt..hahaa..walk for 1 hour 15 mins..haha..luckily not tiring..if not i would have strangled her..haha..she say tomor do the same thing..haahha..tak betol laa ni beloo..haha..just now we walked2..but came a veryx100 scary part...we were strolling then there was this black rubbish bag..it seemed full..suddenly we two saw something moving inside..like wtf siaa...hhaaha..it creeped me mann..haha..luckily now month of ramadhan..haha..den lelaa was like"hello?"..haha..badot kan dierr.haha...skali dier jawab hello balik mampos aku heart attack..haha..other than that nothin much happen laa..talk nonsense all the wayy..haha.

my days nowadays seems to be a re-run..really..its like everyday come back around this time usually later..then have my predawn meal..sleeepp..wake up ard 3 if not earlier..go shop..break my fast..then stone there until closing and the cycle begins..boring ehh..haha..

but workin in bazaar is a good experience ahh..there is where i met alot of my old friends..gerek ah..and meet up with new friends..

I NEED A GIRL IN MY LIFEE...HAHAHAHAAHAH..boredd laa now girlfriend..but eh when get gf already i will be rumbling about i wanna be freee..haha.cb..hahaa..

ok laa..im blank alreadyy.hurhur..taataaaaaaaaaaaaaa

its just not fair dammit..people subscribing for singtel get loads of stuff freee...yesterday one of my friend got psp...today my friend got nano...like what the fuckk...asshole muthafuckerrrr...

not feeling well these past few days..stupid sore throat just joined the gang..first was flu and then cough..shithead..pain sia wanna swallow saliva..aha..

today is the contact lenses gang last day..haha..how sad..haha..now i will be lonely laa at the shop..shit..no one to tag along with me buy food for break of fast..shitty..no one to tucci with..hhaaha..but nvm..haha..life has to go one..cheyy..mcm yeye je aku bebual niee..tak heran laa..hahahaha...but they are great company laa...nice to talk with..but most of all to laugh with..haahha..crazy bunch of idiots..hurhr..kidding...

haii..now i've put myself in a situation i've been before only recently..what should i say to her ah?i dont know sia..fuckkk...dont want what happened before to happen again..dammit...i just wanna stay like this...howww....arghhhh....dammit dammit dammit...fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck....hate this..tomor need to go to mindef..fuckk fuck fuck fuck fuck..haha...hope she can make it laa..dont wanna drag this shit..ok chiao..

haii..fuckk....still got cough and flu..damn sickening sia...well..not workin todayy..goin break fast with the whole gang at changi...ok shiok..hhaha..haii...lazyy laa wanna blog todayy..maybe tonight i extend again

boo ya...haii..in about 10 mins time i have to go to the bazaar again...until midnight..sian..everyday has been like this for two weeks and there is two more weeks to go..goddamit..

my armpit got pimple!haha..

first time

and its damn painful sia..haha..curse you.

hmm...forgot to say on my previous entry that eventho i met a lot of wierd people,i have made friends with interesting people..lots of them..the chills brothers.haha..abg ramly burger..abg songkok kamil.abg vcd.all ah..i dont know their names.haha..except fer izyan lela sri and huimin.ok la..working with either of em around is much better than working alone.cause with them i can talk to em when there is no customers..so yeaa..thanks...gtg noww..visit my stall at geylang!G17

oraits..sorry for the long long absence..been so damn busy helping out my mom at her stall at geylang..woot..tiring mann i tell u..well im not complaining tho.its for a good cause eyy?haha..its a great experience so far i tell u...

served a lot of wierd people..haha..really.and i mean really wierd people..for instance lela and izyan..haha..they are really really wierd people..hehe..kidding..they are actually my neighbours..eh wait..not really neighbours..they are intruders of my stall!haha..sebok2 je ambek tempat stall kiterr..haha...every monday to friday i will have to see thier face and on weekends come seri and huimin..another two belo..haha..oh god..what sins did i make...haha..kidding laa geng..they are really a great bunch of people..haha..lela and izyan are those kind of quite2 but actually makcik2 type..haha..and huimin and seri are those kind very supa loud.haha..tak betol ahh doang..kadang2 aku tgk aku sendiri takot..haha..

but bored uhh everyday at stalll..no offence to the contact lens girls(lela and geng).no life seyy everyday at bazaar..but tuesday takin off..hafiz going to camp on the 21st..gonna have a feasty meal..wooot..haha..the whole gang gonna be there..haha..

watched the wig on err..dont know when with liza hawa hafiz eugene fizahh..nicee showw..but not that scaryy uh..but still scary..now wigs make my hair stand..haha..really..

i feel like shit noww..havin flu and cough..dont know who to thank..fizaa or izyan..haha..both of em got flu..so i shall thank both of em..haha..

saw her a few times today..sombong seyy tak tau nak tegur..takpe..tak kisah..haha..

im over with that gerl now(referring to another person haha).sent her the last letter and get to know she printed it out and showed to her friend and said she was sad.haha..woot..bagos laa..sial..haha..waste my freaking time sia..could have been with another girl if not for her..haii..stupid shit

k la thats all for now..oh wait..lela ask me to type this..here goes..lela and izyan lawa..dorang best..if they takde,haikal bored.haha

lotsa things to say today..think gonna say everything out laa..since im damn fuckin bored at home..fucking hell..cheebye kanina balastard..

well first thing first,failed four subjects..fuckin hell..knn..just had my nmm supp paper..err...it was 4 fucking hours..fucking hell..my ass fucking hurt mann.fuckin cheebye..four fucking hours sit down and look at the fuckin computer..fucking shit..

here comes the good news...BOUGHT A NEW FUCKING PHONE!!wooooooot!hahah...fucking yea..6680...cool...fucking hell..haha..yea i know im showing off but what the fuck do i care..haha..

but now im feeling pissed at a particular someone..make that girl laa...ok lets say her name..haha..nahh.shall not say who..oh yea and its not a girl..haha..maybe..haha..hmm..i dont know..well..back to it..fucking pissed at her..cheebyee..not pissed laa..err..how to say ehh...k la..feel sad cause im in love with herr...yea...here i am makin this confession..eh wait..this is not a fuckin confession..she noes it..well fyi im in love with her way back since 2003..2 fuckin years u noe and she never give a fuck about me..nor a fuckin thought..how fucking selfish can she probably be..she says wait until after o level..well baby..fuckin hell no..fuck u..u fucking balastard..hahah...she attached now to her ex whom she has been with for 7 fuckin months oh yea..and they broke up for a month and are back together only recently..eh come on laa...u can just say straight to my face that im fugly,fat and an idiotic mutherfucker..i could have accepted but to decieve me thats like sayin can i burn your cock..knn...u just hurt my ego and my ego aint helpin anione in favour..fucking hell..why must u do this fuckin shit..well..i told apek that this was gonna happen and im fuckin right..but hey bitch..i got a message for u..i aint hurting and i aint sad..im just pissed and fucked up..thats all..hahahha....so much for good looks and shit..all of that goes down the drain muthafuckahahahahahahhahahaha.....

siall la i think its pretty obvious sia this is a girl..who dont realize this is fuckin stupid..haha..eat shit..

she thought she could keep this from me but she's not that smart after all..well...newsflash...haikal noes it and he aint keeping quite...awww....fuck u!hahaha...


ps:sorry for the vulgarities...