where were you before?

hey ho!hur hur..fuck..i want to change my blog skin but i damn lazy laa..havin neck ache again..goddammit...i need a fucking new neck.ass.Really.My neck always aching one..cheebye.well heck.

Hmm today's Monday.A brand new week with a whole lot of opportunities knocking on my door.haha..what crap.howells.Tried to write a song just now.Figured out the chords but my freaking neck forbid me from writing the lyrics..cannot tahan oreadi.Need to lie down..fucking hell.argh..why am i talking about my neck agaiN??..

School was okay today..yea..nothin much happen 'cept for nigel and me being the clowns in iiso class..haha..funny sia..then got an extra student joining for our tutorial and i jokingly said that she must sit beside me.and guess what..she did!haha..but..dowan la.she smokes.haha..hate girls dat smoke..so unfaminine(sp?)haha..dont know how to spell..welll aniway.so all the class disturb me la..but nvm.i put up a straight face and ignore them..haha..i guess i did..haha..

After school actually wanted to ask her out,but she's not feeling well la,so cannot la.Dont want to trouble her..haa..see i so good..nyehehe..So I ended going to parkway with ed then met up with hafiz(not the smelly one),Farhan(the hairy one),Lennard(the fucker)..and zul(botak)..haha..mcm2 nickname.haha..if me,my nickname will surely be the greatest or handsome...hahaha..so back to just now..we went to play pool and then chilled at macafe..for awhile je..then we head home.k hear is the highlight of the day..listen close.Instead of taking bus home,you know what i did?i walked home!haha..all the way from parkway to my house.haha..with hafiz.nothin to do la so exercise a bit la.haha..but i feel a bit stupid because there's tons of bus for me to choose from but i chose to walk.haha..nvm..once in awhile lets be different.

haii...now im bored..when im bored it makes me think..fuck..haha..nvm..

really feel like writing song sia..but my stupid fuckin neck cheebye.

she asked me whom i was referring to in my blog..shouldnt say which one cause it will be pretty obvious.I want say this to you but im just not up to it.Im a nervous wreck.You are growing in me..not literally la..but you know.im getting more fond of you day by day..I GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION TO MAKE.haha..but im just afraid that what im going to say to you one fine day will affect our relationship now..haha..fuckk..dont want to sound so emo.but its just the way how the cookie crumbles.haha..should've held her hand when she held mine.should've have hugged her when she said she was cold.now i live to regret all of this.Im no player.trust me.I now how it feels to be played with emotionally from my own experience.So believe me when i say that i like you..Maybe love is too strong to be used now..haha..

k...now i really really reallyx100 feel like writing a song.got some inspiration..k..lemme give it a shot.chiao.
rest well take care.