hold me now,i can feel you breathing
I know you think i feel you're overrated
get to know,GET TO KNOW THIS!
you underrate me like you're so up high there!

So i sit here in this damn room
Writing a song all about you!

Get away from me,you don't deserve me
to think i used to care about your whinings
i have a life you know,It's not always about you girl
Don't expect me to come crawling back to you

It's been awhile,since we both last hung out
recalling back the times that you used to make me smile
when you're near me,suddenly everything seems alright
and i awnt,i need you back here with me tonight

sometimes the way you treat,it just ain't that fair
and sometimes when i needed you,you weren't there

i would've died for you
would've cried for you
something inside me wanted to start anew
Bring me back in time
when we were all just fine
cause i still love you

i dunnoe what's been goin on..but what i know is tat A LOT has been goin on...haiya...fuck laa

now i don't even noe my fren...its like its a different side of this person im seein....totally different...well yesterday had a session with eugene and he wrote a song which he put himself in my shoes...its nice....




Hold me now,I can feel your breathing,
I know you think you're overrated,
Get to know,GET TO KNOW THIS!
you underrate me like you're so up high there

So i sit here,in this damn room
Writing a song all about you!

Get away from me,you don't deserve me
To think i used to care about all your whinings!
I have a life you know?
Its not always about you
girl here's some gifts,go home and love them more than me



so thats about 80% completion...

heyy....i applied for work at starbucks..yeaa..woo..the people there are great....its at siglap tho...well...i'm kinda happy by the way things goin on between me and her...we are back the way we were before...friends...sometimes i wish we were more than that...but i'm halpless...in love with her and THIS SONG!!!by matchbook romance



speak to mete
ll me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night

cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control(we just lost control)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep
cross out these days
on the calendarit hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore(i care anymore)

lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
lie to megive me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth dying for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

anything to keep me breathing

beginning to regret wat i said and wat i did last time round....all because of tat we've come to this....

helloooo.....well...back from johor...went to visit my kampong...was a four hours drive...woahh...tired mann...sleep in car...talked...sang....blah blah blah...at the kampong it brought back lotsa wonderfull memories when i was young...but lotsa things have changed over there...now they even have internet sia...wtf...haha...da maju uh org kate...yeaa....nothin much happen....but during the journey,been listening to mega and rahmat's songs...nice songs sia...so this is one of my fav....so meaningful to me



Di sini hati ku terluka
Setelah kasih ku berbunga
Sungguh tak ku sangka

Tiada lagi airmata
Hendak ku tangiskan untuk mu
Yang tinggal hanyalah
Duka dan pilu

Di mana harum mawar yang setia
Di mana hilangnya kubu cinta
Sukarnya berpisah dengan diri mu
Sukarnya melupakan oh dirimu
Jangan kau tinggalkan diri ku
Jangan kau berpaling kasih mu
Jangan kau biarkan diri ku
Sepi tanpa mu

Sayangku kembalilah pada ku
Tiada tempat untuk mengadu
Sayangku berikanlah kasih mu
Buat diri ku


the day before i went to johor hadta come back to school for an alumni thingy dunno wat shit laa...well went there with belo and the turnout was quite big...surprisingly...hahah...then the principal blabbed about sumthin,....dunnoe wat...den err...yaa...fucck...was elected for president of the alumni...and the hell....hafta go for meetings...but nvm....i got a deputy and i can choose not to go..haha...well im responsible for school functions like the upcoming graduation nite for the upcoming batch of graduates...quite interesting uh...the after the thingy,went for supper at pizza hut with dna belo kamal suhana yanni shahida salasiyah...yeaa...was fun...actually great cause got to talk to her again like we used to...and we all joked...made noise...hahah....we got to have more of these so called gatherings....maybe u guys will hear from me once more....


was happy after how things went after supper..i starve for you