woot!!hmm...tonites the nite!!holland vs p0rtugal..and holland g0nna win mann...hahah..niwaes..skuul was dull like it used to be...but sumthin came up today in class abt kuok..wtf...wat c0mm0tion mann he create...g0nna be kicked out of school.fuck?!no wayy man..our band had such a big occasi0n plannin 0ut and there he is wanna leave scho0l..my arse mann..n0thins gonna come into my way of reliving my childhood dream..and this is the last opportunity..im not gonna blow it away that easily...aww fuck!tomorrow mt oral o level exam..shitt...its like so fuckin fast...no wonder they say time flies fast...its true..in a blink of an eye its oready o's...an the m0ment i knew it..its already mths of hdaes!!!hahahahah...u fuckbags like na student and the sec 3 and lots still hafta face hell..hahahahahhahahahahhaha.....

SO FAR AWAY



this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping


now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping



i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

FUck!All i can say abt my new haircut is fuck...coz its fucked up to me...well it isnt reali a haircut coz there's n0t much different in it..but i jus fuckin hate my back part...fuking ugly mann...dunnoe h0w im g0nna fucking face my frens tomorrow...sure g0nna be the laughin st0ck mann....shit ass...but i kinda like the fr0nt part tho'....hee...well all i can do is pray that they'll like my hairstyle...waa shit...i was plannin to keep my hair but that fucking teacher say my back part was long..fuck..its still short...even my neighb0ur said tat..knn...very fussy arse h0le sonnawabitch homosapian...well that's life in sch0ol ain't it...oh yea speakin of sch0ol,todays the first day of sch0ol since d jun h'daes...fuck..see the teachers...esp. the dm..cant stand him mann...its like watchin shit or watchin gay porn...hahah...wtf...well...t0morrow is an0ther day in hell and gonna figure out how to endure it..hahah...agrh wdh...i've onli like got wad..err..4 mths of scho0l and its bye bye sch0ol t0rture and HELLO sweet vacati0ns...woo...but bef0re tat gotta prepare fer the hell test mann...if i pass i'm g0nna go to heaven but if i fail i will stay in hell..gosh..wat a scary thought...hee...so g0nna study my balls off and make sure i dun step f0ot in this fucked up govt shit ass school...got lotsa stuff in my mind n0w...studies shit...the band...oh yea...still cant think of a band name mann...and we need MORE JAMMIN SESSIONS!!seriously dude...we aint gonna make it if it stays at this pace...our fuckin drummin is always AWOL..but he's a go0d drummer so we cant aff0rd to get an0ther drummer...also because there's no other drummer thats int0 our kind of music..hahah...so peace out mates...

ZZZZZ.....believe it 0r n0t t0day i'm being us like a h0g...wh0le day watched tv and ate...woo...hahah...watched all kind of shows..chinese m0vies,english m0vies and so on..hahah..but quite b0red though...actually had plans to see m0vie asterix and obelix...they say its funny...but sadly no one wans to watch wif me...sobs...hahahahah...heck....super tired t0day coz dint sleep last nite...haiz...tomorrow scho0l..fuck..dint do any 0f my assignments...well the hell wif em...hee....so adiou my fwens....

FUck Yea!!n0w there's sumthin to cheer abt at euro 2004!!FRANCE IS OUT!!!!woohooo...watchin the game was the best feelin eva...watchin france tryin in vain to sc0re the equalizer...well it was thier fault fer being to over confident..hee...wen greece sc0red i was like WOO!!!hahah..well so much abt euro 2004..shit...school is abt to start again..blah blah blah...and today gonn play soccer mann...enjoy the shit out of it then will go back and sleep all the way...hahahah..peace out fuckers

FUCKING HELL!!!wadda hell mann stoopid engerland...fucked up...g0t an early lead and afta tt sit backed and soak up the attacks by p0rtugal....bl0ody hell..n0 fuckin brains mann....surely they noe that p0rtugal hav a deadly attack...and there they were sitting back and n0t applyin ani pressure 0n portugals defence...and come the penalty part...mr beckham?u fuckin no good player..wat good can he do?oh yea..create publicity and papparazi and stuff..but f0otball?he's an amatuer...i think when he t0ok the penalty the ball went 0utta stadium mann...pissed off by him...if n0t engerland can go thr0ugh...nvm abt vassel's miss coz if becks haf sc0red the pressure wld be 0n portugal...but i hafta say ricardo g0od mann..save vassel penalty bare handed and sc0red the decisive kick...kuniang...heart pain mann...waste my bl0ody sleeping time..i shuld haf slept all the while..and n0w i'm fucking sleepy...and i'm fucking pissed wif one of my family members...fuck man...early in the m0rnin noisy liao..sc0ld me fer nuts..wtf...feel like jumpin outta window mann...well that's life...wat can u do eyy...so peace out fer n0w...

hey there...*yawn*fucking tired...dunnoe why...jus fuckin tired...been like this since the trip back frm phuket...haiz...feel like sleepin all day...zzzz...btws...tonite is the nite i've been cravin fer!!england vs portugal..quarter finals...yea mann...i've no doubts abt this game..england gonna humiliate portugal in front of thier own fans..after this encounter portugal wont be able to recuperate no more..hahah..wat crap im fuckin sayin mann..hee..so much abt soccer...FUCK!!school reopens in abt wa...err..not countin man!!hahah...focusin on en0yin my hdaes!fuck yea...fuck school...fuckin hate em!fuck the dm!fuckin hate y0u!!fuck the rules!fuckin hate it!fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!

Sawadikap....heeheee....im Back!!!!!!!!!from Phuket!phew!!pooped mann...us reached abt 10 mins ag0 and here i am in sp0re...love it!hahah...mann...the trip was great...Shoppin...sightseeing...shoppin..eating..shopping again...hee basically we shopped a lot...bought jeans,shirt,sunglass blah blah blah...and the fo0d over there is r0y...hee...which means delicious in thai...hee..:P...hmm....saw aqua show..all i can say is wow!the aqua over there i think l0oks betta den em girls in sp0re..hee..no offence...jus my opinion...hee....niwaes had fun over there and is a trip to remember...peace out!

*yawn*.....no scho0l t0day!!!!woohooo....get t0 slack all day at h0me...n0w tis is life...hahah....yesterday went jammin...and it was one hell of a session..hee...aftawards there were conversati0ns of sum stuff..i ain't g0nna say wat coz we plan to keep a l0w pr0file abt it..yeah...hee...so today will be england vs swiss..and england g0nna win u fuckers!!!!hahaahahahah




Punk'd at 1033hrs

shit...fuckin h0t today..blaH Blah blah....hmm...g0t a feelin t0 go shop buy clothes,bag,and bangles dude...clothes fer casual wear...maebe topman...or la vanita...hahah...l0ng time neva buy punk cl0thes...even now g0t my sale..waa..surely g0t disc0unt...tomorrow g0in jam i think..woo...fuck..g0nna enj0y mann..fer sure...tired n0w..so adios my duds...



Punk'd at 2049hrs

Woot!!basically dull day t0day...slept the wh0le day yesterday but t0day went to d d0c in da mornin,went to renew my passp0rt aftawords den went t0 play p0ol with my mates...and guess wat...win all of my games..woo...got my f0rm back...hahah...waitin fer the euro match to start soon...yes....but ass..england l0st..fucker...tyc0 sial france...last min gasp g0al..knn....but whateva it is england g0nna win wif da help of scholesy!!!woohoo..peace out!!



Punk'd at 2336hrs

zzzzz....woah...i fuckin sleepy mann...dint sleep last nite..all due to len and eug...came over my hse to watch euro 2004 match but actually we dint watch it...hahah..super bored..we played winning eleven all the way and at 2 am went to 711...went back h0me and play 711 again..hahah..at 6 use c0mp den we sleep...shiok......hahah....been thinkin of a special some0ne to me..dunnoe whether she noes it 0r n0t...we were cloze recently but suddenly she st0p msgin me..fuck...i've n0t been quite the same since she st0p replyin my msgs...dunnoe why..says she's busy..heck..dunnoe why she like this...my heart is in pain...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!niwaes g0nna d0ze off n0w...zzz...



Punk'd at 1911hrs

Woo....wat a great day t0day i've had....j0ined a futsal tourney and g0t 2nd!would u believe tat?!i cant believe it myself...hahah...and i played keeper...shi0k mann save all the sh0ts and then came the penalties nd i became the her0..st0pin their last kick and sc0ring the last kick fer our team..woohhoo...hee...then we l0st the finals 2-0..fuck...0ur striker knn....ball watchin...feel like twisting his balls sia...cheebye...well nvm...at least got 2nd,received a medal and a 100 bucks ntuc voucher...woo...aint that great..hee...so TonIght eur0 2004 kicks off and eug and len sleepin 0ver my h0use to watch the 0penin game...ITS GONNA BE HELL TONITE AT MY HOUSE..hahah..peace out...damn tired



Punk'd at 1856hrs

WOOHOO!!went jammin after fer err mths n0t g0in and the feelin was shi0k mann...played n0t en0ugh....the anthem...the inn0cent...hold on...ad the great part is n0w i'm the 2nd guitarist!!woo...and singer t0o...yeah man...but the sad thing bout jus n0w was eug's guitar c0ver den he ask me t0 buy him a new one!wtf...but since i'm such a NICE guy i Bought him 0ne..which cost 32 bucks!!fuck...waste my fuckin m0ney...and yeah we had a new member in 0ur band too...nasir belo...hahah...our bassist..so things lo0k bright fer our band now...h0pe we'll perf0rm s0oner 0r later...woot...l0okin 4ward to the weekend coz got bunch of activities being held...yeah..woo...heehee..




Punk'd at 2024hrs

woot!hee...wassup wassup?!erm...hahah...sianz...t0day was a day like any thursday...coz it was thursday and err...it...nvm...g0t dnt blah blah blah..dat mr yusoff fucker...so fucked up....den dere was dnt w0rkshop...sweat like hell...wtf...supp0se to go to ava r0om budden go tech rm...fuck sia...knn...bef0re dat went to find farhan...and wad an ass is he...culdnt give me the right locati0n to where he was...i went t0 3 diff place and culdnt find him...fucker ass...afta meetin we went to mac and ate...mmm...nice....well..im crazy rite now so jus tolerate wif me and u'll d0 jus fine...lalalala...piss on u sonawabitch!

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

rainy day t0day aye?been rainin since m0rnin and it kept p0urin and p0urin...but i l0ve rainy days...its a c0ol weather...=>..hmm...had dnt in da m0rnin' and i finished my frame..YES!!hee...den afta dat when t0 mkn with nas and pals....we headed to boys club t0 play s0ccer..and did we play...fer 3 hours my fren...n0n stop..and i played like there was n0 tomorrow...hee...did beautiful tricks!!hee....one trick even i couldnt believe my self passed to defenders with one trick and then sc0red..aint it great?hehe...sory if i'm boastin..hehe...but n0w i'm exhausted and my feet stinks..hee...did some shimnies and stuff but in the end we l0st..bu had fun niwaes...n0w i'm home!at last...hee....so cya nxt time!!!peace 0ut!...



Punk'd at 1920hrs

phew!!what a FREAKING h0t day t0day aye mate...played s0ccer fer barely 10 mins and i was sweatin' buckets 0ut there...and furhter m0re i was the g0alie...wtf!...haha...well...that's life in s'pore...hell....yep...haha...scho0l in da m0rnin...AGAIN!then when t0 sey cho0 but he was m.i.a....ass...saw him he said wait fer awhile and he neva came back...wad da hell..waist my time...den there was p0a less0n...combined with 4/6...and we din't study..haha...that bitch came late and started the less0n even later..fuck rite.then nag nag nag...knn...i sat at the back chat with mua mates...then halfway thru she give up on us and say we c0uld g0 off..and with no hesitati0n we quickly grab 0ur chance..haha...it was super dull in there..listen t0 her t0k crap...cheesebun...afta tat me and mua mates went to eat at blk 87...mmm..delicious..hee...chicken cutlet rice..woohoo..den proceeded t0 a sh0p near bed0k cc...bought a c0uple 0f ps2 and went back h0me...eug msged me sayin wanna g0 watch m0vie at 3 and it was 3 by then!haha..s0..crap..missed the chance AGAIN to watch hairy potty...damn....



Punk'd at 1544hrs

Hiya Dirtbags!!today is 0ne day t0 forget coz its FUCKING BORING!!!i practically did nothin' except eat sleep play ps2...dats all...n0 0ne msg me...sobs...but nvm...heee...btw...yesterday watched shrek 2..hee....sh0w damn funny...laughed my s0cks 0ff man...if i culd r0ll on the fl0or laughin i would hav d0ne it...watched the sh0w with marlina and had fun eventhough we dint hang 0ut afta dat..its been abt 3 t0 4 mths since i last went 0ut with her..s0 this date is kinda significant..hee..so blah blah blah...abt the shek 2...i l0ve the mission impossible part..haha...hilarious man..esp. pinocchio...den der was donkey hu became a stallion...wtf..haha...well i'm super bored n0w and theres sch0ol t0m0lo...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!P O A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!knn....cant stand dat woman's face..always trying t0 be sarcastic...bitch...haha..peace out my h0mies!!




Punk'd at 2025hs

Hey ya'll!!today is a brand new day so nuthin' much t0 say ab0ut t0day but lotsa stuff t0 say abt yesterday..hee....s0 fuckin tired t0day coz played s0ccer yesterday...and oh boy did i played...sc0red 7 g0als!!woohoo...and pulled my right hamstring in the process...damn...n0w cant walk pr0perly..but had fun yesterday...after playin s0ccer when back h0me wif my bro in his bike...and guess wat happened?g0t attacked by vicious cramps...goddamit...luckily dint fell of da bike..heee...if n0t i d0nt think i'd be p0stin n0w...heee....niwaes..been thinkin al0t abt my hairstyle and i think i'll be keepin my hair l0ng and n0t shaving my hair like my frens...s0 be prepared f0r a new l0ok by me when sch0ol re-opens....heee.....peace out fuckers!!



Punk'd at 1245hrs

aye mate....t0day was a shitty day fer me..for real...sch 1st thing in da morning..wadd fuck aie...hdaes g0t sch...den afta dat when to dunjiu's crib play ps2 and beat mr egoistical man in nba live!!!woohoo!!!shudda seen his face...damn tulan or should i say pissed off..showed him hu's boss...haha...wanted t0 buy m0re ps2 games but lazy wanna travel so took cab h0me and play nfs undergrd...my car super nice..hee...ok den..adios amigos..peace out


Punk'd at 2045 hrs

Aye fuckers!!!hahahaha...this my 1st blog..woohoo...but still need some work on em so jus hang on aiite..





Punkforlife! at 2145hrs