been

been crying out your name lately.
been trying to figure out what went wrong
cause i know clearly things are different now.i dont want them to be different.i want the way it was previously when we were very happy.
been an ass to you i know.but im trying my best to learn from such mistakes.im sorry for what ive said to you and stuff.now i finally understand everything and i know i can accustom myself to that.
days have been dark eversince things changed.the nights feel long,and the days seems lonely.you are as close as me to my nose but yet you felt so far.i tried to reach you but i was scared.i tried to call out your name and ask if everything was alright but i was terrified.everytime i wanna ask you such things or do such thing my lips went numb.i know everything happens for a reason and i wanna know whats the reason for this.if i did went wrong somewhere i wanna know what was it.